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  1. beaneeboo

    Has anyone tried DBR (deep brain reorienting)?

    I'm 1.5 years into specialist therapy for trauma and dissociation... I've had many therapist's spanning a 20 year period. Things are progressing with therapy but there are still set backs and I think it's a slow process. T has suggested EMDR for processing traumatic memories without me having...
  2. beaneeboo

    Childhood Cocsa? Im losing my mind over this. Pl

    What @Dark.Green.Feathers wrote is really excellent advice @ladybug111 ... from the outside looking in, it's easy for us to see your situation as just a usual normal interaction that happens between lots of kids.. completely non abusive due to the ages you were and the fact that you were both...
  3. beaneeboo

    Mortified for telling T a part's opinion of him

    My T is male and although it's hard in many respects I think there are certain things that wouldn't be triggered in the actual therapeutic relationship if t were a woman... I wouldn't feel threatened sexually speaking so would have less chance to work through that.. It really sucks therapy work...
  4. beaneeboo

    Mortified for telling T a part's opinion of him

    Although it's mortified me i think there are flashes of feeling relief it's been said and he hasn't reacted badly
  5. beaneeboo

    Mortified for telling T a part's opinion of him

    I applied you for reading out your diary entry to your t.. that takes guts... thank you for your supportive words Yes I think and hope you've hit the nail on the head It's the one of the first times I've been able to say anything and I'm glad I did..I think it was a big step forward and t...
  6. beaneeboo

    Mortified for telling T a part's opinion of him

    That's what T said too i think... thanks @Movingforward10 ...I hope you're doing OK 😊
  7. beaneeboo

    Mortified for telling T a part's opinion of him

    Uuhgghhh...I know it's a part of the therapy...T handled it really well and also encouraged me to talk about it.... but still.... There was a definite barrier in therapy today from one of my parts. They were trying to stop T from asking more questions about younger parts and things we'd...
  8. beaneeboo

    Undiagnosed Heyyyyyy We're new here

    Welcome - fellow dissociative disorder forum mate here (OSDD).. I hope you guys find the forum useful
  9. beaneeboo

    DID Suddenly alone

    That does sound scary and sad. I don't think they have gone though which means someone somewhere knows more than you and is managing things but keeping you out. Perhaps you can ask whoever it is to come forward and just share your concerns. Or say you want to hear theirs because there may be...
  10. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    Duvet... blankets can be itchy.. Swimming in the sea or a river ...
  11. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    Ohhhhh that's embarrassing..I don't remember writing this and I do actually know the difference between melatonin and ice cream 🤣... really loved your reply though... you're essentially a fountain of knowledge Thank You
  12. beaneeboo

    Other Autism??? - I know many of you have autism and I would like to hear your take.

    I'd be interested to hear about the sensory diet (if the op is too)
  13. beaneeboo

    Other Autism??? - I know many of you have autism and I would like to hear your take.

    You could go and be tested and see what you think. It doesn't change anything either way but may be of interest to you what they say. It may be helpful to learn strategies to help the areas in which you struggle, regardless of diagnosis. Whether you get formally diagnosed or not, this is what...
  14. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    Definitely fries...skinny fries with spices preferably! Iced latte or normal (hot) latte ...
  15. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    Would someone mind explaining the difference between melatonin and ice cream to me? Genuine question! I thought they are the same thing... Old.... Colouring pens or coloring pencils?
  16. beaneeboo

    Sexual Assault I sexually abused my little sibling and i feel so disgusted with myself

    Honestly one of the best written posts I've read on here!🙏👍🙌👌
  17. beaneeboo

    Childhood did i experience COCSA?

    I think you can save yourself the questions around was it cocsa or not (although I understand the need to do that - i would) and focus purely on what your body and mind are saying to you now. Mortified, nauseous, guilty, not being able to stop a situation you didn't feel ok in despite saying no...
  18. beaneeboo

    Sexual Assault Surviving COCSA. Am I right to be mad at my abuser?

    What you feel is what you feel. It can't be wrong because feelings are our internal gauge and guide. Anger is very healthy in a situation like this. Holding it in for so long can also contribute to the level of feeling. I hope you have good support to work on it to feel better but listen to that...
  19. beaneeboo

    Sufferer Hello. Diagnosed with CPTSD, I am new here I am unsure on how to use this forum but wanted to say hi.

    Welcome to the forum and congratulations on how hard you're trying to help yourself...I hope you have good support...
  20. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    I saw a gorgeous 2 month old golden lab puppy today
  21. beaneeboo

    What would you choose?

    What's the difference? You mean ice cream from Italy versus anywhere else in the world? 🤣
  22. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Thank you so much. It really has been a roller coaster. He's been my life line but having to manage parenting when I'm triggered has been one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. When he was a toddler I was triggered every day and having to have hidden panic attacks and self harm whilst...
  23. beaneeboo

    Why hadn't i thought this through? - Mandated Disclosure

    Don't be sorry! Not rambly and it's good to hear from others with similar experience Couldn't agree more Not all of me is so good at this. But luckily i am more often than not. These ae actually really good suggestions. It just so happens that the examples you've given are things my younger...
  24. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    So awesome... If I were a bird I'd like to be one of them...
  25. beaneeboo

    What animals did you see today?

    Such a good video! Really informative...I can't believe I didn't know the road runner is real... it is a very cool species... I was a bit disappointed they didn't show a clip of it running like the one in the cartoon with a wide angled shot!! But its call and beak clattering is very cool ...
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