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No, but I'm confused as to why she told mine she loved me all the time, even told me that she was afraid that she loved me more than she loved God and that want right, and at the same time always made made feel so bad. She said things like I had a big nose, I had thick ankles like my father's...

You are right. I do hope to make progress. Do you have any idea why it wasn't until many years later that my major symptoms started showing up? I've had issues as long as I can remember, just didn't know at the time. It wasn't until much, much later that it really started making my life really...

Thank you so much! It means a lot to me. So hard to trust, but I suppose if anyone chose to be on this blog they must have some empathy. It's hard for people who don't have this problem to understand. I'm really glad that you have made progress. It gives mine hope.

Thank you so much. I need support very badly. I know my mother loved me, which makes it even more confusing. She told me about my father's alleged affairs to from the first time I remember. I try to justify it by thinking that she needed to talk to someone.

Glad to find you here too. Sometimes it feels like it sounds trivial, but it has defined my whole life. I feel responsible for everyone's happiness. Gnats a large burden. I feel so guilty if I put my needs first, even if it's trivial. I think we could be great friends if we're not to afraid.

Thank you for the kind words. I need too talk to someone who REALLY understands. I think that I have found them. So GREATFUL!

Hello. I'm New here and not quite sure how to use this sort of media yet. Nevertheless, I'm going to give it a shot. My childhood traumas were not so much physical as emotional. My mother would play this "game" with me where she would close her eyes and pretend she was dead when I was very...

Thank you so much. It helps just to know that songwriting understands.

Thank you for the welcome. I was terribly shy as a child and had lots of anxiety. My problem with my parents were that they were the children and I was the adult. Honestly, as long as I can remember I was the one who tried to stop the fighting. Once my mother called to me because she said my dad...

Yes. He knows my triggers, yet can't seem to stop himself. I'm New here so posted ok the correct post last time. Thanks for your response.

Hello. I'm a married working woman with no children. My PTSD Stemmed from my childhood. My first marriage was to a psychopath (18 years). He committed suicide in front of hiss mother, father and sister. I'm now married to a wonderful man who "just doesn't get it". I'm hoping for support for...

Trying to find support from others who have Complex PTSD. Stemmed from childhood, first marriage to a psychopath. Second marriage it's to a wonderful man who says and does all the wrong things when I need support. Does anyone have any suggestions?