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  1. littleoc

    Feeling like i lost my chance at life

    Just wanted to say that I feel you. And I did go to college. I feel like I didn't do it right, and in my 30s nothing has really been working out. I think you have more hope than you know. I might be losing housing, but you've still got that. You've got a few things going for you. And don't...
  2. littleoc

    Relationship Combat vet boyfriend of 4 years “ghosted”?

    I have no advice, just wanted to say I'm so sorry you're going through such a hard time with this. 🫂
  3. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I am trying to stay resilient and positive
  4. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Thankful for the time I've had with them today
  5. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I can handle pain. The cats and animals in general can handle change. It is so hard and that's okay
  6. littleoc

    Going to lose everything, am panicked and want to end it but don't want to abandon best friend or family

    Trying not to be dramatic but very scared Is there any hope? I had some for a minute there. Scared things will continue to go wrong, don't see why it wouldn't. I'm not any more deserving than any of the homeless people I see everywhere. In fact I feel less deserving. Feelings aren't facts or...
  7. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Job said they'd hire but changed their mind after the orientation and told me to try again in seven years. Devastated and feeling hopeless. Just want to keep my animals but starting to think it's not possible anymore Suicidal thoughts are back. I don't want to live without the animals I hate...
  8. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Did hang out with family a lot today in a lake beach area and that was helpful
  9. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I hope I can escape this country one day. I certainly will when I die, at the least, whenever that happens
  10. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    I just hope it all works out. I don't deserve the life I have, any more than anyone else does. I don't deserve more, I don't deserve less. I just hope I can keep the animals. It's all I've been sacrificing everything for. Just hope it works out and I don't have to say bye to my animals too...
  11. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Last week or so was the closest I've come to truly planning my death, but i decided to at least try to live after having a public meltdown/breakdown. Worse than when my previous boss had me working 3 jobs at once including being her wake up maid. Worse than anything. Can't live without my cats...
  12. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Thank you. Amazing that I've worked so hard over the past decade to try to earn some kind of life only to repeatedly have things get worse and worse. Trying to be Buddhist about it. Aka live in the moment, let go of my attachments. In the end none of this will the what matters, except the grief...
  13. littleoc

    Going to lose everything, am panicked and want to end it but don't want to abandon best friend or family

    Scared it'll turn out I can't work. Really, really been struggling with narcolepsy
  14. littleoc

    Going to lose everything, am panicked and want to end it but don't want to abandon best friend or family

    Trying to stay hopeful. Am scared. Got a job I think though. Nothing glamorous but pays twice as much as disability does. Hopefully helps
  15. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Just trying to stay hopeful that something works out
  16. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Not like medicare pays for anything I need anymore with Trump in charge
  17. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    That my grandfather will sell this house. It's been so hard to live here but it's what I have. He might have to sell to live in a nursing home. I have tried to live elsewhere multiple times now and can't do it without losing all my animals. I'm hoping he'll just transfer ownership to me. But...
  18. littleoc

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Scared. Hoping things work out. Scared
  19. littleoc

    Prayer Requests

    Really, really glad to hear that ❤️ hope you're doing well
  20. littleoc

    Prayer Requests

    Please pray for me and my cats and my bird/reptiles. I'm scared they will all need to be re-homed and is I'll be homeless. Please pray
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