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hi, my life has been one long story of abuser abandonment and rejection. the pattern keeps repeating itself in my adult life ahgain and again. relationships end because my trauma keep scoming up. I keep fearing rejection and anticipating so i push people away and end up more alone than ever. Am...

I was only recently released from a short stay in Psych observation due to a small breakdown. I am really struggling today but feel odd about phoning the Crisis Team as don't want to be admitted. I don't really find the Samaritans helpful...my issue at the moment is very specificslly trauma...

Hi, I ama CPTSD sufferer who suffered verbal aemotional and physical abuse from my father from age 2 up[ until i left home at 24. i was bullied constantly by my peers as a child and that also was behind my PTSD. Have been in psych treatment with diagnosis of BPD, OCD as well and am battling...

i keep reaching out and being hurt again and again..........it is a pattern in my life. I was been from getting therapy or counselling by my parents as a child and teenager even though i have history of mental illness requiring intensive treatment. i sneaked behind their backs to get it. then...

These aren't false memories but something I always remembered. They are odd because neither of them are memories which would seem to most people particularly life scarring but for some reason they keep bothering me (not all th etime but intermittently). Memory 1/ i say memory, but I admit some...

ok this is going to sound weird. I have always been afraid of the abuse happening again until recently- i find myself wanting it to simply so i can say that yes it happened and i am not making it up, exaggerating. Although i go through life with anxiety and extreme fear I cannot really cry or...

My father was/is emotionally verbally and occasionally physically abusive. This has been going on since my earliest years (my mother said it started soon after they married). My mum, my sister and I were abused mostly verbally and emotionally though threats of violence were often used. The...

Hello. I am a female in my 30s living in the UK, trying to untangle some of the issues regarding my past (abuse as both a child and adult, and chronic serious illness). I was formally diagnosed with a personality disoder (borderline pd) many years ago but more recently a therapist and some...