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So my wife just told me it's over, unless I can begin to show her love. So we are just going to pretend to be together since we signed a year lease to live with her parents. I know I haven't been easy to love, I'm fact I have kind if wished everyone would hate me so I could just end it all...

I wish I never hurt you, but all I have is pain Can't seem to find shelter from the rain I am here still waiting barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating Betrayed by the shadows in my mind How did I become so blind blink back the tears, take a breath...please not now...not...

I wonder why others have put up with me for so long. I wonder why everyone doesn't hate me. I wish they did it'd be easier to just give up if they did. I'm a worthless, hateful, sinful,emotionally abusive, abrasive shitty person that for some reason people have the unfortunate of caring about...

So I had a long talk with my wife last night. I found out that she's not in love with me anymore, and that she feels like my mother not my lover. I certainly haven't been very good to her. I've been emotionally abusive, distant, uncommunicative, negative, selfish and uncaring. I don't wanna be...

Since this is the place to vent I'm gonna vent, I apologize for the novella I'm writing. I've never had an easy life, my family wasn't the greatest, I got kicked out for being gay at 15, was disowned, had to couch surf and lie to get a job. I've been working since I was 15, mostly in meaningless...

So, I've been on a consistent downward spiral for a long time. Tonight however I really went too far. I truly and honestly am not strong enough to not be unhealthy in my actions. I pushed everyone away by lying, being difficult and not allowing myself to heal. I'm a broken record, playing the...

Sometimes it seems like my life is on a skipping record, always going in circles. I realize I need to change, and I try for a few days then I fall back into the same patterns only to repeat it in a month or two. Insanity is doing the same thing but expecting different results, in that...

I work as an assistant manager in a retail store. I was honest about my problems with my traumas from the beginning. I'm a very good worker, in fact I give too much to my job. I come in early, stay late, volunteer for shifts, go above and beyond, and do whatever they ask of me. I recently broke...

I've been with my wife for 10 years, I love her immensely, we've been through a lot together. I've been diagnosed with PTSD. Since then our relationship has taken a turn for the worse. I shut down completely, I just went through the motions. I disassociated from everyone but especially her. I...

I consider myself a pretty intelligent person, I can do school work with ease, figure out problems rationally, make good decisions based on thought. However when it comes to my own emotions, I shut down. I don't allow myself to feel anything. I feel like it's weak of me to feel angry, sad and...

Hello everyone! I'm suffering from PTSD after I was attacked and nearly killed. I tried for a long time to pretend I was fine, that it was no big deal. However, that didn't work. I did not let myself heal my wounds, I know what I was doing wasn't the healthy thing to do. I found this website and...