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I went through a period where I was very angry with God. I'm a Christian and thought it was sacrilegious to be angry with the big guy. I wanted to know why he didn't protect me. Why are some kids spared from abuse and others forced to endure it. He raped me in the office of the church during...

For the longest time I could only remember the nightmare. It started when I was fifteen. I felt his hands on my head and I was choking and gagging. I was pretty sure it happened when I was three or four. I thought it happened in a bathroom. I remembered the curve of white like a toilet or a...

The numbness gets to me sometimes. I feel like I'm not feeling anything. Everything seems like it's happening to someone else. I want to cry but I don't know why. I went to lunch today and saw someone who went to my church when I was a kid. Every time I see a guy between 60 & 70 who went there...

I was three when it happened. I was at preschool at my church. I'm not sure how I got separated from the group. He found me and took me to the office. I can't remember who he is. He put himself in my mouth and I was choking and gagging and really scared. I think I bit him. After that it...

I've been on here for a few months just reading what other people have written. I guess it's time to introduce myself. I've had a rough childhood. I was sexually abused when I was three at the church I was raised in. I didn't remember anything until I was fifteen. My mother was emotionally...