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I have a narcissistic father, who had gone to my university received awards and travelled around the world because he is "intelligent". My mother is a codependent. He used to hit my mum growing up, and just let me and my brother and sister watch this whole thing unfold. He did the same thing...

I dont what it is, ever since the other day when i posted on here and people were like saying i have autism, ive been going in a cycle inside my head going 'you are disordered'. and that line of thinking came up from when i was traumatized a few years back. those same memories, same feelings...

Hey there. I wanted to start this thread way before i had a little 'internet fallout' with other members on here (one of many, many - fallouts, whether online or out in the world, with either friends, potential girfriends or people who were older and wiser than i am and usually bigger* than...

Hi there, i am a massive self sabotager. haha the thing is when i go to girls i like, it's always a good first impression. but later on, it turns sour, and that's because i just .. erm.. stop talking. like there is nothing there. i get sick of their 'enthusiasm' and just well go sour myself...

This is my third thread on this forum so far. I suffer from dissociative subtype of PTSD. I'm sure you are all already aware of this. I've recently had an epiphany, about my PTSD. I noticed I would never think about it when I am outside and in the world. Likewise, I never would label myself...

Is it like a dissociative moment, where we fall prey to a random disconnected lot of thoughts, memories, flashes and images? is it like a number of vague transient emotions such as an emotional pain and suffering? This is what it felt like for me, and it consumed me all over again. and all it...

I sat down a went through these notes that ive had, and reprocessed the personality work me and my pdoc did with me. it is like psychoanalysis, where we analyze my behaviours and the thoughts and how i could possibly move forward. i started to fall into a dissociative fugue, forgetting where i...

I am 20 and have ptsd with dissociative features. it's like my thoughts are all over the place. it's a mess, how do you guys keep 'going from one thing to another' coherently? i can't even keep my memory and thoughts intact to form the next sentence as part of a structural whole. for some...

Hi I am a 20 year old who suffers from PTSD (w/ dissociative and psychotic features), and a strange transient depression, and anxiety and OCD. I am also a university student who studies law and various other subjects as part of it. I've undergone some seriously intensive psychotherapy, and...

Is it common with PTSD people? It's hard to find any threads about sexuality in the relationships section, just brother-sister mother-son relationships here, so i decided to make my own thread. I have experiences, where i would imagine all sorts of potential relationships i could have with...

Ive personally self sabotaged my own circadian rhythms. i have all sorts of dissociative experiences, some are caused by seizure activity. and what psychdocs are suspecting as epilepsy. on the other hand, i have academic failure to deal with. and all this trauma stuff on top of my head. i...

I don't expect anyone here to understand . I just need something to go on using. my thoughts are all over the place. and i have ptsd, i know it. and i have dissociation. but i also have some form of TLE (temporal lobe epilepsy) and it really messes with my moods and causes oscillating auras in...

I suffered abuse at the hands of a teacher and i'm slowly realizing this alongside psychologists that this has been something of a repressed memory, and it fits in with other memories which were traumatic and may have allowed for it to be repressed and more unclear, as these other family related...

Hey I am new to these forums, so I will give peoples a quick background before going onto my problem. Background is this: the thing with me is that I'm a university Law student. I was diagnosed with all sorts of things nearing the end of high school: OCD, GAD and then even psychosis (none of...