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I am having the worst time lately. My insurance changed and I had to find a new psychiatrist because my old one didn't take my new insurance. I figured it was no big deal, just get set up with someone new and thats that. Unfortunately this new psychiatrist decided to completely change up my meds...

Thank you so very much! I will do all I can.

I have. I had an OFP on him for 6 years. In those 6 years he violated it constantly. Every time I called the police I rolled the dice on if I got a nice officer or an ass that got annoyed with me for bothering them when they "would probably just have to come back in a week cause I invited him...

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He keeps calling me. I don't know how to make him stop. Usually if I tell him to quit calling and that I don't care what he has to say he will give up after a few days and go away for a little while... But until he decides to get the point again, I have to deal with him and all of the crap it...

I can't remember X-mas for years.... I was trying to remember what X-mas was like the years I was with him, and I honestly can't even remember one year. This is freaking me out!! I mean all of those years are a little hazy, my therapist told me thats normal, but I really am trying and I can't...

This is one of the hardest parts for me... I know I am not to blame for his behavior, or if he hurts someone else. But in a way I am to blame for bringing him into their lives. It just seems so unfair that people I love have to be put in harms way because I as with someone who turned out to be...

Exactly! Unfortunately I still am unable to let myself allow anyone else to put themselves in harms way. I left him 5 years ago, put an OFP on him and have tried blocking him from bothering us every way I know how. Unfortunately we keep going back to family court with him "wanting to see his...

I don't know if I am going to be doing this right. I am just trying to find a way to work through all of this. Trying to take it all in at once is too hard. There were just so many years of hell, hell there still here. So I have decided to pick one event or memory at a time. Something that...

Hi, I am actually new here too. I don't have any answers yet, but I am hoping that maybe going through this with others might make it easier to do. I hope your road gets easier and that we can all learn from each other.

Thank you everyone for the welcomes. :) It really does help. I am unsure of how to start. My new therapist says we will find our own way. Trying to take in everything at once will be too much. But there are certain instances and memories that plague me a lot. I think I'm going to just start with...