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  1. chihayafuru

    Addictive tendencies in online sexual play

    @Sideways what's POS? I don't feel like i've gained any knowlege, insight and skills, i'm confused what you mean by that?
  2. chihayafuru

    PTSD, Trauma, & Themes - Betrayal

    betrayal to me is when you expected someone to treat you a certain way and then they don't. I never felt betrayal for my abuser cause I guess I didn't expect him to treat me a certain way
  3. chihayafuru

    Addictive tendencies in online sexual play

    I wasn't upset i just physically reacted badly and don't know why. @whiteraven It just felt like he wanted the photos for him. i did actually try to video chat with him but i got panicked and ended the video call, then said sorry if I dissapointed him and he said he was dissapointed but that he...
  4. chihayafuru

    Art therapy - share your work here

    after scribbling ideas, i thought i needed to do something neater though it's really just more ideas as part of the project
  5. chihayafuru

    Art therapy - share your work here

    i was scribbling ideas for things i might want to do. i've been thinking of doing something to do with fairy tales or fantasy art and linking it to trauma.
  6. chihayafuru

    Addictive tendencies in online sexual play

    @whiteraven @Defaultxlove it's just if he's not a true and safe dom then what it he? cause that's generally how i feel he is.
  7. chihayafuru

    Last movie or tv series you watched?

    copycat killer
  8. chihayafuru

    Art Thread

    A guy online asked me to draw this woman and he was not a robot like the second "person" who messaged asking me to do a commission.
  9. chihayafuru

    Addictive tendencies in online sexual play

    Him specifically. I've just become really attached to him after months of being his sub. Though I did wonder if the main reason I got so attached was cause he was playing the role of my past abuser.
  10. chihayafuru

    Addictive tendencies in online sexual play

    I nearly start crying thinking about the possibility of him not being there. Sometimes I've played when I wasn't particularly in the mood to cause I didn't want to disappoint him and he was really happy with me when I'd told him that I'd done it anyway to please him.
  11. chihayafuru

    Addictive tendencies in online sexual play

    I've been talking to a guy on an adult site for months. I was getting him to roleplay my past abuser which he liked doing. I eventually decided it probably wasn't the healthiest thing to do so we agreed to change his role to master instead, though since then i have asked him to go back to the...
  12. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    can you provide links to these things
  13. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    Animation: A Handy Guide for Therapists, Playworkers and Other Helping Professionals" by Terry Looker and Olga Sosnovskaya i can't find this
  14. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    uk books or resources for 2d animation and trauma
  15. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    the first 3 links didn't work
  16. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    can you provide links to these
  17. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    can you recomend any books or online resources for 2d animation and trauma
  18. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    can you recomend any books or online resources for fantasy art and trauma
  19. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    can you recomend any books or online resources for fairy tales and trauma
  20. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    fairy tales and trauma
  21. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    red riding hood
  22. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    explain in more detail
  23. chihayafuru

    Understanding the Roles of a Life Coach

    symbolic elements of fairy tales
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