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I saw someone online yesterday with his name and I spent an hour researching it hoping it was him alive. But then I realized he’s dead and he’s never coming back. I wish I was there towards the end but I wasn’t and I live with that everyday. I miss him every f*cking day. Every time I think of...

I just can’t attach to people dude it’s so bad I’ve dated a lot of people, but every time they try hugging or kissing me I immediately pull away and break up with them. I’m not emotional at all either I just push them away and don’t tell them any trauma and then they want to know and I just...

I just feel super numb all the time? I don’t cry or feel sad (sometimes I feel sad, like really sad but usually I just feel super super numb) I did lose my friend this year to suicide and I do have a lot going on I’m on 100mg of Zoloft so that could be it maybe? Idk every day I just feel numb...

I’m a 17 year old with CPTSD; I’ve been through CSA, attempted murder, cult abuse, DV, and witnessing someone die. I was wondering how I would get therapy when I go to college next year. Like is there therapy at college or not? Would I have to pay? Like right now I am in therapy but my parents...

I’m applying to colleges this year which is a huge deal to me I never thought I’d live to be 17 after all the stuff I’ve been through. I want to be a cardiologist and have been wanting this since I was young. I was raised by my grandfather who had heart issues. My dad wasn’t around because of...

Oh god. I haven’t been on here in so long. Well, I’m a senior now... And I’m applying to colleges. I never thought I’d live to be 17, let alone to go to college. I’m so happy I have, but now that I’m here I feel scared for what’s next. But that’s okay because I’m not alone anymore. I have...

Homecoming at school is this Saturday and I’m debating on whether or not I should go. My traumatic event happened last year’s homecoming, and the people who abused me are gonna go for sure. My friends still converse with these people. I’m not sure if I’m comfortable going. I don’t want to...

I'm a sophomore in high school. I have CPTSD from being abused for basically half of my existing life. I was wondering if you guys had some coping skills i could possibly use while at school. Using the skills i use at home are sometimes not available for use when I am at school or in public places.

Do visual and auditory hallucinations and homocidal thoughts have anything to do with my CPTSD? I'm really confused as to whether these symptoms are stemming from that or not. No mean replies please, I'm actually very concerned.

I'm not even that old and a lot has happened to me lol I'm in high school and it's so hard to be around the people who did these things to me. Like I have panic attacks and meltdowns everyday. I attempted suicide and wound up in the hospital. Just curious, anyone have any suggestions as to how...