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I’m always hyper vigilant concerning the dark of night. Probably from childhood in which i had horrible nightmares and living on the streets. Best wishes to you

I have nightmares do to ptsd but also due to schizophrenia. It’s a double whammy for me so I’m basically screwed by an existence of this reality. The schizophrenia dreams will probably never go away because of their nature. I’m working on the ptsd part and have been for years but as I’ve already...

I’m grateful that I still have the ability to do some things for myself. I don’t have employment anymore but I do cook, clean myself, and have conversations with family.

I’m nearing the point where I’ve had schizophrenia symptoms for almost 40 years now. It’s been difficult all along the way. It’s been 15 years since I was sleeping on the cold concrete as a homeless person in a few different cities, and I feel like I’m in a better place but I’m still fatigued...

They say heaven’s at the end but so far it’s been hell.

Thank you 😊

I’m up after two hours of crummy dreams.

It seems like this thread has been dormant for awhile- sorry if I’m wrong in reinvigorating it. I just wanted to say that I’m of the mindframe that the law of gravity created the universe (like Stephen Hawking said) and that god is sorta like what Freud had to say about this subject, that it’s...

I’m thinking that heaven is actually hell and my constant thirst(i have psychogenic polydipsia due to antipsychotics) is crummy.

I laid down for an hour and went into a dream state that blew major bollocks! Now I’m back to being up and listening to music. I’ll just pace back and forth on the hardwood floors until later.

I took an hour nap so I might be up for a bit. I never look forward to sleeping. The dreams suck.

I’m having turkey tacos tonight.

I definitely have moments of imposter syndrome creeping in.

The day when I won’t have disturbing dreams. I forget the name for sleep anxiety but it’s all so real and exhausting.

I’m new here- well I’ve posted some on here but wanted to say hello and thank you all for what you have said to me so far. I have schizophrenia (i say what my mental illness diagnosis is as to lessen the stigma surrounding it) and have ptsd from a emotional abusive father, childhood trauma from...

Hi- I’m pretty new here and also am a childhood survivor of sexual trauma. I am a male and was taken advantage of sexually by another male while I was homeless and experiencing psychosis. I find that this place is a place i can let go and know that there are others who have walked these roads...

I ate a glazed donut and gulped down a couple cups of coffee (black).

My nieces are coming over today.

But do i?

The so called “father figures “ in my life have sucked azz! My biological father was a prick, my stepfather was basically absent, and don’t get me started on some supposedly loving heavenly father who’s supposed to be willing his way about the clouds….if i was to worship any beings who were...