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I don't has sympathy for ppl who have this for the reasons i do when they tell their stories. I get angry disgusted annoyed. . I think " weak, crybaby, stfu already" I can sympathize with the symptoms..but not the stories. Don't understand why ppl keep talking about reasons When all i think we...

I get nervous laughter a lot around ppl. Otherwise...i do a lot of rocking and pacing. When i get voices or memories or paranoia it gets worse and i yell at my mind to shut up.

I do this too. Last week it happened right in the middle of therapy... I suddenly feel insanely sleepy and tried and struggle top be awake. .i had always assumed it was depression.. but maybe depression doesn't do a sudden thing like that...i dunno.

Well... it was a good 4 days and then last night a trigger. I was supposed to hang out with my person but i couldn't and i said stupid things because i was on the verge of freaking out. Took my sleep meds n slept. I feel better today just really embarrassed. I think all the embarrassment of...

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My only diagnosis is Ptsd.

The voices were basically parts of myself mostly, mixed in with memories of other ppls voices so it's not like schizophrenia.. I saw my therapist a couple days ago and yeah.. I'll be seeing him again next week.

Yes, both and medicated.

Last weekend i thought i was going to kill myself. Since relapse in November ive had constant memories and voices in my head. Over the weekend i ended up not being alone as i had planned. Lost my job because i was too embarrassed to face them too.. But all of a sudden a couple nights ago the...

Do any of you feel like your old self? If you do... How long did it take?

I guess its possible. I hate having to take meds.

I see a therapist and a psychiatrist and am prescribed medication. A few months back i relapsed pretty hard and i planned suicide and was emotionally irrational to the extent that i was in the psych hospital for a few days. I knew they'd try to keep me if i told them i really wanted to kill...

Am i suicidal?.. Yesterday after therapy i almost impulsively bought a gun. I never wanted to keep a gun. I dont like them. I wouldn't shoot other ppl. While i was thinking about it, i considered that if i were standing atop a fairly tall building and decided to Jump, the gun would help make...

Im trying to come out of a several month long relapse and it feels so much like ptsd is a personality im trying really hard to stifle with a healthier one. Does it feel like that to you guys? Its like a battle within between myself and the demon and im trying really really hard to be the...

Not really a support system.. I don't have any real plan. Either i can bury the demons again for however long.. And be myself for a while. .or maybe i become suicidal. The thing is..meds don't make even thoughts of suicide go away, they almost just make it seem a little easier to do but too...

I got a new therapist last week. The more he seemed to want me to talk, the more i realized that talking is going to make it worse, keep things open. I took trazadone that night for the first time and it wasa nightmare, and gave me nightmares. After waking up angry for half the day ..i decided...

I feel so f*cked up, lost and desperate nearly every day im having some sort of little breakdown and trying to keep it from being another big one. Probably every couple of days i reach out to my s/o..i feel bad every time for dragging him into this..i don't talk about why I'm here just how i...