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This is funny but not i am 61 years old an have always thought that having 5 or 6 different voices in your head all the time was normal i was told that the dif differentdifferent voices was normal for everyone but the many voices are not . I know I hate most of them .Telling me to do...

I have said the same thing many times .I still see there faces to this day.

I remember lots of different things about Germany when my father was stationed there when I was only six months old until I was almost 6 . Starting when I was about 2 or 3

Almighty one. Your boy an i mean boyfriend is just controlling you . An most likely making himself feel superior to you. As if his sh#t doesn't smell. When he makes his next mistake write it down an give him his own medicine . I lost my 8 year old son in the Seats in Dallas on day . He has...

Maybe it is the way your T an the other T,s hand the stress of our dumping everything on them. Departmentalize our problems so it doesn't get under their skin so they don't have to go to a T .Just attempting to see it from there side

Hearing Amazing Grace sang at my father's funeral on November 19th, 2005. It gave me so much peace

He does wonderful thing s in his own time

I have dogs they are not trained service dogs. I only know that twice in the last couple of months two of them stopped me from killing myself. They got in my lap an would not leave me alone with my thoughts. I know they knew what I was thinking an they stopped me. Can't explain it in words...

DharmaGirl: Me Lady No one can make me do anything that I don't want too. I know that mainly due the training from over 40 years ago. They would have to drug me so nothing you stated stopped me. If anything it much helped me as one of my worst fears could happen or might happen for real...

Thanks DharmaGirl: You stated what I was thinking but was worried about. I have been known to hurt people whom attempted to cage me so i am about have convinced not too. Worried that they might make me it being the government.

FauxLiz: I understand the drinking and fast speeds. Use to work it out as a way to go. Use the booze to not be able to think straight and super fast speeds so when I wrecked and pasted away my wife would get the life insurance money. Even attempted it a couple of times but I always not brave...

Thanks Freida: I am in the system and have used their outpatient therapist program an it did help????. I maybe too far gone don't know. Then the Therapist moved to another state within the system and that clinic was without. The main hospital was an option but at the time I decided I didn't...

Well I fit the list.

Thanks I am just so tired is all an too analytical.

Yes. and a client also.

I don't really see how you can handle asking for permission to do anything that would kill me. I don't ask permission for anything LOL maybe that is one of my many problems. I can see where it might become a security blanket. Like my drinking and reading use to be. A place to close off the...

Thanks. I don't have to use the VA but most of my problems relate to that time in my life an thought it would be more centered to that arena. Thanks for your thoughts. It is truly sorry to see how the Insurance companies control the treatment. No matter the Doctors wishes the dollar is in...

I had thought because of my explosive temper and the thoughts of suicide. that has me withdrawing inward of late an avoiding the world that maybe I should go to the VA Hospital for the in hospital program. But I have found out that it is a locked door 30 or 60 day program. I can't be locked...

I have PTSD yes a total different form. But I have the small problems as you. One thing that would help is to know for a fact that the one's that did the deed are behind bars or had to answer for it. Also one thing that helped me is to journal it all out. I just let my mind run free and for...

Lady: I have been married almost 38 years. Until about 2 years thought I had a great life. Well my wife finally told me the samething that you told your boyfriend. She is in therapy since that day. We have not had sex since that day because I also have PTSD Military thou and my flashbacks...

Thank You. I have just turned 61 myself a couple weeks ago. Can't seem to win against the 6 weeks in 77

O Thee that does not want to go on Not strong enough to do it myself another part to deal with But why go on it the question Don't thee really want to go on Only because I do not want to punish the wife Never good enough nothing is done well enough Even when I win I lose So why go on The...

I made it thru the holidays, I can't tell you how. Was so close so many times to just ending it or wanting too. My Therapist and my Psy doctor both left the VA back in Sept and Oct. Still taking my med's but don't really want to any more. Yes I have Military PTSD but so many other factors...

I have them at different times and can't always figure out the trigger. Have talked to I am blue in the face with my T that I had but no good.

No mine get worse when I am stressed way out or fighting with some one