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When i was about 4 years old in Germany with my German Shepherd Duke would not allow me to walk on the side of the road. He had to be between me and the road every time. He would never pull me or anything. An if someone came up to us he was between me an them. Mom or Dad was there but he...

All I can tell you is that it worked for me. Sorry if I made it worse.

Thanks I will have to look that up. But does everyone or anyone able to read what I put in the diary. If so then I am too paranoid to do that. Even my personal computer at home my T wanted me to do it. I am so paranoid of some one reading what is actually in my head that I will not type it...

Thanks. But for some reason that never works for me. I do it all time at work. Draft a reply an wait an hour or more plus get onto other things an when I come back an even read it out loud the words that are missing, I still see and say. I don't know why it is that way but it has always...

Well I would have to say It worked for me. My wife after a long time stood up to me about the screaming and the drinking one night. An when I actually calmed down I actually realized what I was doing. I could not see it. Her standing up to me and my love for her plus the way I was brought...

Thanks everyone. Just wanted to be honest and hopefully everyone would understand.

Thought I would say I am sorry to everyone on here. Mainly for a problem I have been I am typing on these boards. I love to free think type. I mean that I love to close my eyes and just love to let it flow out of my mind.onto the type written page. What I am saying sorry for is my mind is...

Sunshine, if my wife were to have a sex thing without the real thing. I would be most likely like your hubbie. I would not be able to handle it. the Other guy making you feel good about yourself and enjoying the "all about caring he does about you" I can understand and would not have a...

Well, Ladies I will offer the other side. I am a combat vet and I am a army brat to boot. My own father was in 22 years an for 5 of those years waa drill sarge. I have done almost everything that PTSD GF boyfriend has done to you. If he is anything like I was and at times still am, when he...

Well, I have done what he is doing to my wife. As what been stated before me, it was an escape from the real world for me. An when I wasn't sleeping, eating, or at work I was on the game. My wife of 36 years had to get in front of the game one afternoon and tell me I was addicted to it. An...

Sometimes the small wins like that are the best wins. They are the ones that we standup for ourselves an let the bosses know they we can only be pushed so far. We are human. Way to go.

House of the Rising Sun by the Animals.

Ok I am on the other side of the fence. I am the male in a like relationship marriage really. My wife of 36 years finally told me a couple of months ago about the sexual abuse she had when she was an early teen. We have two 2 grown kids together and 3 grandkids. I have always thought it was...

Well, I am going to come from the PTSD Person side. If you truly want the relationship to change, you have to make him see what he is doing to you and that you care. Everyone else is correct, He has to want to change but as my wife of 36 + years can tell you. You have to make him see...

Yes I have Had an antique metal frame bed and headboard. There was a window thru the headboard. I put my hand thru it. Thank heavens my wife woke up as I didn't and was attempting to go out thru the headboard and put my other hand thru the top window. Had to have 245 stitches. Wife had to...

I see that yours has more thought to them than mine. Mine are just my mind rambling an attempting to make prose usually with a theme of death or whatever I am worrying over at the time.

Yes I am like many others on here. I hate my birthday also. My is Christmas Day. But I hate it because everyone is looking and graduating me an what not. I hate the feeling of being the center of attention an having people over or parties of any kind. An yes it is part of my PTSD paranoid...

An I thought that I was the only one that wrote poems that are to what I am feeling an dealing with at the time. I just have not been brave enough to put it for anyone to see. Most of it is only in my weird head. Great job. I don't understand yours sorry but then sometimes I think we are not...

I often have talks and what with my father. He was just a drill sarge that you could not please. But there are 3 or 4 events that I talk to him about at times. Wish I could have been able to when he was still here but most of those conversations would not have gone well so I don't know why I...

Yes for years I lived that way not from a family member. Mine came from what I did in the army, an my own PTSD that i deal with everyday. You have to come up with away to deal with it. It ain't easy at all. This time of year 50 times worse. I have to have talks with myself in my head of...

O those of us that hit in the dark away from the past evil. We must shed some light into our darkness. Find someone to trust with your minds thoughts and fears that you can trust. Someone that will not judge you for your fears, we all have those people somewhere. Most of the time we don't...

I might have to try that one.

Thanks I just don't know what to do Canticle Truly Thank You.

Well After 36 years of marriage I find out my wife had sexual abuse in her teen years. I have PTSD from my military days. I knew my wife never really liked sex but I always thought it was my fault. But she did not trust me enough to tell me all these years. As much as I have asked her time...

I can truly relate to your story. I turn 60 next Sunday an this is the first birthday that has really bothered me. Anyway, I am a Army Brat went to 24 different schools before graduating from high school. Hated making friends because I would have to leave them. Was always the nerdy one in the...