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well yea i do kinda understand it but its one hell of a slap in my face i was already insecure about myself now its even worser... i just feel like i let everybody down my family, my friends who i dont speak anymore... it feels like hell in my head and my body is full of stress everyday... the...

how are u doing tho? yes i have many times but im a sailor and our ship gets rented by shell for gasoil and they dont allow "people like me" on their ships for high risks...

no not really woke up really badly because of nightmare flashbacks from the past... it ruins my howl day right now... still thinking what to do... after this one and a half week when they gna fired me..

haha i get that in holland we learn dutch german france and english...

haha i heard it is a very difficult language to learn for outsiders and we are just a small country x)

thank you for the support i will do my best not to give in

thank you for the information and the nice comments it means alot to me from everybody that is really nice here!

thank you for the suggestions i will take a look at it!

how did u get trough it cause i have no idea anymore...

i do accept them thank you :hug:

thank you all i just have no idea anymore what to do i have tried to seek help and probably if i get fired i will go back to the mental hospital and it all will start over again and again and again... just like last time at this moment i just feel hopeless...

all my life i tried to be a well loved person care too much what people say and doing my best at work. Now i get fired for the 5th time because im not focussing on my work but only on myself. everyday i wake up with the feeling how much of a loser i am and if its just not better to give up...

Dear 551 a friend of mine had something like this happening to her also but ofcourse as kid you have no idea whats going on... when she got older she heard storys from around the neighbour that two children (around 6 years old) got abused a few years ago. she got really insecure cause it was...

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thank you very much :)

thank you very much :) its very difficult indeed... and at this moment i feel like im stuck in a circle where i cant get out off.. im getting fired very soon because "you are in a different world" im getting more desperate and started drinking and blowing im starting to dissapoint my parents but...

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hi guys my name is jeffrey visser coming from a small town in the netherland i got diagnosed for ptsd a few months ago and also have been brought to a mental hospital for suicidal toughts/deppresion... now i have been working for a few months since the therapists tought it wasnt neccesary...