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Yeah, I just never really thought I was this unlikable by people. It is just so bad. And everyone I know is in a relationship and it is just devastating to me.

I don’t know why people don’t like me but it hurts. I am basically a loser with no friends and no one likes me. I am waiting for things to open up more so I can get involved in groups. Not sure if that will work or not...probably not. And I am such a home body I probably won’t stick with it.

All I can say is everything is a lie. Nothing is getting better. I have no life, no friends, nothing is getting better. My job will never change because I am scared to lose it. I am constantly being dumped by people and the people that I thought were going to help me have not. I don’t even have...

My whole life is seriously closing in on me. Everything I do is wrong. I am emotionally disturbed after all of this. He set me up and I am failing. I can’t build a better life for myself, I can’t find anyone better. It’s just all bullshit. Therapy isn’t helping. I can’t get back the lost...

I overshare way too much. I repel people away from me and reject the ones I want. I hate life lol. It’s not fun, no one listens to me, I hate my job but can’t find a better one, school is too expensive, if I buy a house I’ll be broke. I have to have things in order and it just is not working out...

Find myself, get my shit together mentally. Possibly learn how to meet people that are worth trusting other than my family- if that is even possible. Oh, stop the nightmares, but I am honestly living a nightmare. I’m alone and I hate it. This gives me all the anxiety in the world to be honest.

But they aren’t getting better. I am constantly rejected, constantly let down by other people. There is no connection between myself and other people. I hate it to be honest. I used to have so many opportunities and now they’re gone. Things that just came to me. Now, it’s awful. Not like it used...

My therapist tells me things will get better, but I know it’s just lies. No one likes me. I am lonely and the time I got away from my family i was rejected. I can’t live in the moment because I literally have nothing that I like. Dating is always a disappointment and I’m tired of always being...

The thing that sucks is that it just feels so fake. Now that I’m in therapy and I’ve gone into the “real world” I see how messed up my life is. I have no friends. I am lonely and everything is so messed up. My life is a literal mess. I’ve spent so much money on crap. I have over 200 pairs of...

But they destroyed my life. They destroyed me and I’m not strong enough to pick myself up. So now, I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life because I can’t figure shit out? I worked so hard for everything I had and it was taken from me. I don’t want to be alone but I don’t get along with...

I just want love and someone to settle down with, but it sure as hell is hard when you don’t get along with anyone. When you have nothing in common with anyone and you see how you are just like your family but no one else wants you...sad and disheartening. I was married at 27 and divorced at 32...

I cannot stand being alone. I have no friends and no fun anymore. Without a connection to anyone anymore, I am losing my goddamn mind. I have no way to move up in life. Omg, everything was so good. Now, it sucks. There is no fun. No one in my life! I am so lonely...all of this rejection and...

I can’t stop the back and forth anymore. The back and forth of the mental was that is in my mind. I was involved in a bad situation. I wish I wasn’t. I really wish things would be different. None of this is ok. This has seriously affected me, but I am always told to distract myself. I try. I try...

I just don’t have anyone outside of my family and I am so lonely. I can’t even believe all of this is happening to me. It’s weird. I feel so different outside of people I am around.‘I truly feel like the biggest fake and loser right now. And nothing makes anything better. I feel like life is...

Reading, hiking (when it’s not so cold)

Yes, because I’ve been saying it for years and I really want one, but I know it will be the end of everything. I’m so tired. I’m not where I want to be, and Eve is internalized so badly right now. It’s awful. I try to think like the psychiatrist and believe what she says, but I am all over the...

I am going to try and buy a house which means- 1. I am leaving my elderly parents. 2. I will be broke. 3. I will drain my savings. 4. I will have no time to do anything. 5. I will truly be alone and I will have more things to worry about. Also, I fell asleep on the couch last Saturday and woke...

My life is literally going down the drain. Everything is used against me. That man set me up so much and got away with it. He was secretive and everything worked out in his favor. No one helped me. I had everything in my favor and then when all of that happened and I started tripping balls, I...

My ex husband set me up! He is so much smarter than me. Everything I said he used against me to make me look crazy as shit! How the hell does this even happen???? I cannot take it anymore. My life is literally going to shit because of it. The anxiety is so bad and I cannot handle all of the back...

Time and anxiety. And being afraid of failing. All this fear and weirdness. I am so afraid of opening up to people. And now that I have found out how ugly I am, I feel even worse. This has really like ripped my soul open and I feel like I am “tripping balls for lack of a better term... 😢

i want to get this licensing but I have a hard time concentrating. Then I want to start working out again. I am always afraid of being used and cheated on. I want love, but I turned away those that were good and chased those who are bad. That is so messed up to me. I ha e no idea why I do it...

Hobby is reading and working out. Hobbies aren’t really that fulfilling to me anymore. I just don’t like myself anymore due to all of the rejection and trying to fix my life after someone else messed it up and set me up. I am screwed either way I look at it. The only way to heal is to believe in...

What do you do when your therapist tells you your life will never be the same, will never be as good, but then turns around and says it will be better and you know she is completely lying??? Just like everyone else

Everyone lies about everything, hides the truth. I can’t keep my mouth shut. Everything I say and do is held against me so now I will be in forever eternal hell. All of my ideas are stolen and don’t ever work for me. Never work. It’s ridiculous. How on earth do you ever know what someone is...

I am running into some serious roadblocks here and it’s not funny anymore. Not knowing who I am and making decisions is ruining my life. I cannot believe this is al happening to me. I am stuck and things are getting worse. I am at a loss of what to do. If I never met my ex, this never ever would...