Search results

I have been scared of T's too, but they were kind and gentle people. For me, the fear was often about transference. Don't know if this could be the case for you?

I have had my stomach checked before @WildMermaid , but I think they might have been looking at my intestines this time, so I'm not sure what they will turn up. I have wondered about ulcers before myself. Thanks for all your support guys, it means a lot.

@notsurewheretoturn - feel the exact same way about my mother.

Physical sickness is a reoccurring theme for me, suspected to be caused by the stress. Recently, I have, again, been ill. I get to the point where I am just so sick of being sick all the time! This time I've been having trouble with my stomach and the doctors haven't been able to work out...

I was sexually abused from not long after I was born and raped as a child. I don't like sex, it is a trigger. I don't like oral sex, both giving and receiving, it is a trigger. I don't like nakedness and I struggle to not feel disgusted with myself for anything sexual. My husband, seriously...

I guess if I was to put it as succinctly as possible - no. I understand it is cultural, but even cultural respect for elders and parents, in my opinion, shouldn't include an abuser. You should be able to get your anger out and let him know what his abuse has done to you and what pain it has...