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So I have left to stay with my mum for a few days taking kids with me. Mum is helping with them. But my husband has gone from snappy when I'm there. To kind gentle via text since I've been gone I'm so confused. But feel so numb

Orchard

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I feel spaced due to codiene which is taking the edge of the panicking by making me float. I feel so desolate I feel nothing positive I was watching my kids play nothing I should get some flicker of happiness right? Staying away from home mum has kids husband at home. He is confusing me he is...

Crystal

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My husba my husbands idea but the reason is her sister lives on the next housing estate and I have bumped into her several times. My husband work for the police so he thinks everything should be dealt with that way. I could not care less so long as she doesn't come near me or my little girl...

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Yes i Yes I'm new too I think it helps to not feel so isolated and have people who really understand. And it helps everyone seems so kind.

well today albeit with the help of one of my best friends, I managed to go into and getting the shopping and pay all without having a major panic attack. I had a few minor jumps and had to hold on to Soph but I did it without running, screaming crying or vomiting. And today I have come to stay...

Sounds awful, I do hope things improve soon. You can chat here. I too am off work and it seems so daft but I have started doing puzzles because you don't need to strain to think through the meds, but you can also get engrossed and pass many hour with you mind distracted so unwelcome thoughts are...

I hope you both have a better day today. Sending my best wishes. Be kind to yourselves you do deserve it. X

I guess not, but I did really love him and I thought he really loved me and he's a fun dad. I'm a bit stuck I don't trust myself or my judgement does that make sense?

lol - I'm now lovingly know as Fainty mcfaintasion - when I super panic not just merely freak this happens. My friend all remind me of when I freaked on a roller coaster when the chest bar was closed and "trapped me" I lost it scream blue murder sweating they let me off and I passed right out...

Lol took the end of my toe off, blood everywhere needed stitches I didn't notice my kids nanny did! This is a very funny thread I'm pleased it's kept going.

I hear you, my children are my "protective factor" they keep alive when I have these thoughts. They are what I cling to to keep me going. Have you got something you can draw on like this.

I know I too don't remember much from 19 and younger in tiny glimpses. I completely agree with previous post I think it's protective. wishing you all the best. If you think you should see a therapist you could try. Don't get me wrong I know how hard it's is to reach out and ask for help it's...

Thank you for kind words.

Yes I am just awaiting my referral for CBT to come through so I can deal with this. Whilst I know the child is not a threat and that its part of the job. I feel terrified. I have never had an issue dealing with crushes from boys but this hit a nerve

My story. I'm going to be blunt and straight to the point. ever feel like your going to explode with everything returning. Well here goes. I am from a broken marriage both my parent got remarried when I was 11. This introduced my stepsister into my life. She seemed to like me straight away. But...

I can't leave I have no where to go and I have two children to consider they are the only thing that keep me going, even though they tap right into my spinal column I do love them. And don't want them to be the product of a broken marriage and then a child who falls through the cracks and gets...

My Councellor offered him some session to help him come to terms with and support him whilst I get help but he says he doesn't have time.

We used to have so much fun and laugh all the time. But he worked to jobs and I'm a full time teacher abeit off sick due to the anxiety. He used to work for extra money so He used to work 7-5 during the day mon-Friday and 5:30-10.30 Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday plus all day Sunday's. So he has...

What kind of boundaries do you mean, I'm a 29 year old who feels like she's 11