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@IrisL you are not here to make your mom happy. Thats on her. She has a choice how she reacts. She did nothing aND even said you were not telling the truth in the past..... that is on her. You are important. You deserve to be heard. You deserve healing. I totally understand feeling...

I totally relate to this. The emotionally withdrawn all the time. Sucks like hell. You are not crazy and I'm sure you are afraid. I cannot pretend I know how you feel or what you are thinking so I will say... I'm thinking about you and hoping and praying (if you allow me too) for you to...

@Leah Morgan I'm so sorry. I totally relate. I feel alone when surrounded by people. Your friends do they know how you feel today? I say that because I know I expect everyone to be able to feel what I feel and should (I'm not supposed to say that word per therapist...because all the...

Okay @The Albatross whatever you say I can't promise anything about how I'll take it...hell I don't actually know why you said that...just saying in advance today I'm on the verge of being present and being in the past. f*cking sucks like hell!!!

Thanks @FridayJones ...you are right. Mind reading ...daily struggle and not even realizing I do it. That is the worst bitch in the world...thinking someone thinks something about you ...without realizing you are reading into something that you have no idea about. Yet it is what you (I am...

Yes @Lucycat more helpful than words can explain. What you said sounds like me exactly!

@joeylittle - I have looked and studied it before I ever started posting.... but thank you for reminding me again. There is a difference between... uncomfortable and attacks. This is part of what the link you posted above states... " yet allowing members the freedom to express themselves...

@Bookoffee Thank you. That was constructive and kind. That's all I ask. The thing is ..we don't even know if there will be a game. I'm going to my appointment. Y husband will go later. I'm not going to his game that one night. Only because. It is honestly all I can do and I will be...

Never mind. I don't want this advice. I don't need people to tell me what I already know. Thank you but seriously no thank you. If you read my last post. I was trying to say without explaining it fully because I don't owe anyone on here anything. I realized I was wrong I just...

Well thank you for your response I realize this and came to that conclusion. I know you mean well but that does not help me at all. I don't want fixed. I don't told what I should do I want to wrote how I feel. Hear what others would to were it them. But not tell me I am wrong. Even if...

Thanks. @Leah Morgan ! After I wrote it our and exercised for an hour and prayed. .. I had the strength to tell him or explain even more. He listened he says he accepts and understandS and doesn't care if I go to the game after the session or not but I still cannot bring myself to trust...

So this has been my entire marriage if I really take the time to look at it. However. It seemed to be getting better when the PTSD started ...less than two months ago. Anyway. So as I said on my trauma diaries.. something happened this past week that allowed the circumstances to play...

I so feel the same. I want to cry there. I cannot much if any in real life either. It makes me feel insane. I know it is safe to cry. I, by all rights, want to cry.... it just like others said...it is like right there ready to flood and....it. just. Won't. Flow. It frustrates me. Then...

Hi. Little introduction of myself. No much I want to say. I'm here because about 2 months ago I started seeing a therapist. I HAD TOO. LIFE WAS KILLING ME. anyway. Repressed memories came to life ..and the memories are not what I like to think or talk or admit. So I won't now. Anyway. I've...