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In my case it's not my parents but my sister that I've cut out of my life, due to her behaviour when she found out what I was having to endure. To cut a long story short, when I was a teenage boy I was a bit overweight and school bullies thought it funny to force me to wear women's shapewear...
As a chubby teenage boy, I was forced to spend years wearing controlling women's shapewear under my school uniform. I wrote a poem on another site about the first morning I had to dress that way, when I was just 14. The structure of the poem is a villanelle.
Such intense shame is eating him...
I just made a fairly non-explicit post with "Dr Bloom" which was accepted with a 17% risk rating. As an experiment, retyping fragments of my earlier posts (for which I was getting sensible feedback from the engine) is now getting me risk scores in the 80s and 90s.
Rereading some old posts on another site. I mentioned how, as a teenage boy, I was forced against my will to wear a panty girdle. I got a reply from one of the younger members:
"What's a panty girdle?"
You know you're getting old when...
I'm so tired of forced-crossdressing fetishists getting off on my shitty childhood. I had to start wearing a panty girdle when I was just 14 - 14 for Christ's sake! - and these bastards read my story and get turned on by it. I can just imagine the sick f*ckers jerking off over the juicy bits.
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Intellectually I know I was just 14 and struggling with a seriously f*cked-up situation, but there's always this critical voice in my head endlessly tut-tutting away on a theme of "You should have done this and you shouldn't have done that and why the hell did you do the next thing? Serves you...