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I stopped paying attention to the news about a month ago. Its helped. But now I have to find healthier things to occupy my mind with. And thank you. It also doesn't help that my government is consistently targeting conservatives openly and our president likes to pretend he's baby hitler while...

The ruminating is bad right now if you can't tell. I've been trying to play guardians of the galaxy. Epic gave it out for free the other day but I'm struggling with maintaining focus.

I think its dealing with emotional stuff and I really don't trust the government. My hypervigilance manifests in political interest. Plus paranoia and high iq. I was a mechanic 63S in the military even though I score a 99 on the asvab with a 130ish gt, I've always liked semis, growing up on the...

Thanks ziter. sorry I didn't respond earlier I passed out.

Its my 5th? Session. Hard to say because for the first few I was out of my mind with grief/ruminating from recovering lost memories. But ya I'm trying but I really just want the world to piss off. I think alot of it is because I spent so long with it buried. I really just want to keep it buried...

Ya i will Rose. I meant about the anxiety. Sorry, my mind is all over the place.

Birthdays

I really don't want to talk to him tomorrow. I think its because I'm avoiding dealing with my life and afraid of the emotions. Any advice.

Succubus

Independence day

Rewind

Blue

Hey, high school sucks for alot of people but this too shall pass. There are so many good things waiting for you on the other side. Don't mess all that up with a few bad decisions. Get help, youre worth it.

Do snakes have feelings? I think so. Supposedly the lizard part of the brain is the emotional part. My snek was at the door again, which is weird because she's a subterranean species. When I opened the door she crawled out into my hand and I put her in my shirt pocket and layed down. She is...

Hold it on the ends like you normally would. Put the tobacco in the middle and loosely spread it out so that it is still mostly in the middle and not right up to the edges. The key is to tuck it from the middle out. Once the middle is tucked you can kind of manipulate the tobacco towards the...

If it helps @Friday i can give you pointers.

I wasn't thinking about it til I read this but I can roll a perfect cigarette every time without thinking in seconds. I never think about it until people bring it up or see me doing. Lots of years smoking ryo's

Ya she's pretty cool had her a couple years now. She refused to eat for like 8 months when we got her. Stunted her growth pretty bad. She's growing now tho and I think they are slow growing to begin with.

Chai tea. I don't drink tea generally but that is pretty hysterical if you know what chai means. Whats your favorite food?

Ya i missed the part where it happened again. The only way I know how to help is to get you to talk about it. I've always been the type to bottle everything up and I've found talking about things help me alot. It also helps to know I'm not the only one struggling with these things. This seems...

Sounds to me that the situation is externally resolved but left a bad taste. Do you feel bad for not being able to move past it?

Do you feel like it was okay?

I mean do you feel like you forced an apology?

Is it like you feel terrible for them but you are mad at them for the way they reacted and guilty for being mad at them and "forcing" an apology when they are clearly hurting.

I'm sorry. I hate this crap. I don't have an answer but I just wanted to say you're not alone.