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Family reunion today. Something to do so it has to be better. Lots of good food anyway.....

Abstract....You're way over thinking this....No offense but that sounds like it came out a text book. Your looking for logic when there is none. As far as my "type' that was said to me not by me so I'm confused as to your meaning. I'm almost impossible to insult since I choose not to give...

This week has been a total wash stayed in the bed most of it cancelled a couple of appointments. Can't sleep wake up obsessed. This thing is really starting to get out of control. How can I know it's out of control but be unable to change the obsession? This thing is really starting to make me...

This is the night I normally go Curbing in that area. I don't even feel like checking the other areas. My mind keeps racing even when I'm curbing in another area. It's very annoying. I keep thinking I should go anyway and video tape the contacts. That might be enough to get him to leave me alone.

She will always be Mom. I'm sure they know the score most kids just keep it inside. With the way it is I'm sure the kids will accept any attention they can get from her. I'm sure they understand she is only a part time parent. As long as they have a home with Y'all they will be OK.

I think I did misunderstand the logistics but either way it's the adults who you have an issue with. I think proper English is or to whom you have an issue. The kids are playing the adults against one another. That doesn't make for a very happy home. I'm divorced but I was lucky since Mom...

I have a similar situation with a great niece. She is spoiled by her Grandma who is her Guardian since her Mom died. My Mom the Great Grandma help out a great deal but at times she gets to be a handful. A few times we have asked her not to come over. I should say we didn't babysit for the...

It works but does anybody have trouble with energy burnout? It's the extended release and I take 450. I tried spreading them out over the day but I always forget and end up with one left at bedtime. I take them all at the same time so I don't forget. The meds seem to screw with my memory real...

Last night was real rough. Dreamed about the problem all night and of course I was pissed. Slept too much. Hard to find motivation. Couldn't keep it out of my head today. Found another legal place. They probably won't handle it but maybe they will give me a referral... I'm checking with with...

I ordered more parts for the dog crates so I can repair a few more. Decided I would concentrate on doing some stock photography. Been wanting to try that for awhile. Tried it a year or so ago hopefully I can remember which end takes the picture. Hard to stay focused most of the time on any...

A break is a good idea. Maybe I can allow myself a couple of weeks to work on the problem before I dive back in. I did repair a dog crate for a rescue and that kept me busy and out of my head.

I think you're misunderstanding I haven't fought or laid hands on from being angry since I was a child. I've laid hands on a lot of people when I was working it was never out of anger and it was never personal. I think that is what scares me. An exaggerated startle response only lasts a...

I have a strategy for A$$holes. I ignore them but when when they jump in your face my first reaction is too put them in the dirt. I haven't put my hands on anybody in years and even then it was different. People could get hurt real bad if I have defend myself. I'm so ashamed I've only told...

It's a bizarre situation so it sounds a little strange. It's a real nice neighborhood and he is just being an a$$. I don't interact much with people but I get along real well when I do. I've even talked to guy when he was following me around. I guess he's frustrated that he doesn't scare me...

Yea but I'm so whooped right now I don't even want to. I'm still thinking about a lawyer. I might try legal aid tomorrow. Might get lucky and find somebody who doesn't think I'm a crackpot. Feels like I need to do something to fight back. It's not in my nature to give up.

Just doesn't feel right. I've been curbing for 2 or 3 years and now I'm empty. It's like losing the ability to work all over again. Man depression is a bitch. Anxiety is a bitch. Sometimes it's so hard to get out of my head.....

Man I feel such a big wuss. I guess my ego is bruised. Normally I would have a few things to work on for the week. Now I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to do. From almost useless to completely useless. Anybody else get that useless frustration feeling?

Useless and now pissed off. Made the Mistake of trying to have political discourse on facebook. Man I thought I had issues. Never fails some folks find out you disagree with them and they start to insult you. Needless to say I un-friended the guy. He's probably still typing and insulting me. If...

Maybe the stress is better that the feeling uselessness.........

Decided not go. Now I feel even more useless than normal.

I feel better today and slept better. Still considering what I'll do though this week. Is it worth the stress to aggravate a Jacka$$. I did decide that if I go I will take camera that will take video.....

It's called curbing since the area I live in is mostly single family homes. People put their trash on the curb for pick up. I completely understand private property and trespassing. I was a cop. I've actually pulled trash in order to justify warrants. See Greenwood v. California. It gets into...