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Its tough bro. Not going to lie, Idk how the future is going to be, but im just trying to learn how to stand back up when the rug gets pulled out from under ya. Im very scared but what happened is done but trying to move on. This site has a mountain of info and great people. Thanks everyone

Hey bro, good luck to you. My wife and I are trying to unf*ck things ourselves :( not knowing whats going on sucks :(

When I was little, I swore I would never get married or have kids...im glad I didn't listen to myself!! Lol

What makes me smile is what drives me to get better and to keep living. My 16 month old son. Heart surgery at 8 days old. Amazing little man. hes been through more in 16 months then his old man has in 29 yrs. Lol

Dutch, ain't nothing wrong with chick flicks. I admit, ive watched a few in my day and even liked em. Lol also had a pedicure, but it was amazing!!!

Whats your favorite movie(s)? Mine are super troopers, spaceballs, Pirates of the Caribbean. Used to love watching Saving Private Ryan, Platoon, etc but cant watch that stuff anymore. Hits too close to home and ball my eyes out, so no mas for me

Welcome brother

Welcome brother. Its a bear to deal with everyday. Like it was said, some days will be better then others. But the people here are great, lots of info and wisdom. God bless. -Dave

Congrats pureanger on retirement!!!

Who still keeps their military haircut? I still shave my head and stay clean shaven. Plus I look funny with facial hair. Lol

Yep absolutely my friend. And its suposed to be convo, not Congo!! Lol

Thanks for all the replies everyone. Cant change the past, but I can change the future. And on the good note, had a good Congo with my wife about the program and the classes im taking in it. Added bonus, saw my son through Skype :)

Not therapist, just saw the psych that once. and no, it doesn't make it ok. Yes I should have done something about it instead of what i did. I guess what im most frustrated about is we had talked about it, and she forgave me. Believe me, ain't nothing im proud of at all...

Lol, you do just fine, thank you again :)

Thank you Dutchie. You bring up points that are right. I never thought to look at this stuff from her point of view. Youre right, I am scared to death to talk to her about everything. The whole future makes me very scared. Idk why it took me this long to get help(inpatient PTSD program now)...

Why the f*ck does she always bring up the past?!? Yes there are 3 times where I have f*cked up. 1)she found an inappropriate convo I had with a chick cause I felt 0 love at home. So I went and saw psych. He said "I was a normal guy coming back from deployment" I said ok.she wanted me to get 2nd...

Good post Spock!!

Hey guys haven't been around much this weekend. Had a pretty good weekend with my son(almost 16 months) and is finally learning how to crawl!!! (Had a feeding tube put in his belly and is too painful for him to roll.) That was awesome to see in person!!! Did some fishing, some with my little...

Wow is all I gotta say to that...gotta go take a cold shower. lol

Welcome brother man!!!

Thanks guys. If I didn't have my little guy, I would be totally lost right now. Taking these steps not just for me, but for him too. Feels like I take 2 steps forward and then pushed 5 steps back with my wife. Its just so f*cked up right now. And what really pisses me off is she works with...

After my therapy day was done, we watched a movie. I stayed for only 10-15 mins. f*cked up scenes that got to me. Violence against women. so I had to leave. Went to my car and just started crying. Between therapy today and big.argument with my wife then the movie. It got to me. I blame myself...

Lol I didn't know ground pounders knew what the hell water was!!!!!

Went fishing before I came to inpatient treatment and landed this gorgeous 14" rainbow on a 1/16oz Panther Martin spinner

Soldier Hard. Rap guy with 3 deployments to Iraq. Amazing songs