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thank you so much for the support. i am just sad and i was going to text my therapist or call her but it is late i am sad and i have been trying to distract it just seems pointless because then 5 minutes later its like back to bad thoughts...i am so tired i want to try to sleep but then the...

I don't know if I want to die...i just feel like giving up i don't know i am in pain and just its too much sometimes but scared to tell my therapist she was worried before about my nights because i get crazy and a lot of nights i would text her that i was giving up and i would just be crazy...

just struggling i feel so dirty i am trying not to self harm but have been showering because i feel dirty something i haven't done in ages my memories are fresh and i feel just so wrong and dirty and hate that i have to admit to incest in my family...by my brother its just making me sick i can't...

Thanks I do have a treatment team all who are wonderful a therapist, nutritionist, psychiatrist and doctor.. I have not been in a support group since really inpatient treatment but those were not my choice and I never talked ...though I am looking for one for trauma as the eating disorder comes...

I recently came to terms that my brother raped me from ages 12-17 on top of my dads friend who did it from 8-17 and they are separate situations but there are new memories surfacing about my brother and his friend like clearer memories than I have had about it... things I did not remember until...

Thank you for the support my therapist has told me my mood is worse when not eating and I don't think as clearly which is true and I know it. Struggling with new memories on top of everything is just throwing me off I have stayed out of the hospital for a year I want to continue but struggling...

I have had anorexia for 22 years since my abuse started at 8...its a clear connection i was for a little while managing and i have been in and out of treatment like inpatient, residential, day and iop, pscyh hospitals done it all...but then a lot of stuff happened and well i went back completely...

Hi, i am new i have suffered from anorexia since age 8 when my abuse started I started hiding foods in hope someone would find it and figure out there was a problem and well it spiraled out into so many things numbing feelings and just trying to be small and nothing. it has been a huge struggle...

Hi I am new good to find a place with people with similar experiences i feel so alone all the time in my pain just introducing myself i don't want to share my full story yet as i am new but just the small facts that are painful and some new to admitting and recently came to new memories which is...