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I was so petrified to go to my first appt. I thought that it was a sign of weakness and it was just as good to fight it myself. Guess what you wont win the fight without help!! it takes a lot of courage to go, and after you may still feel like crap, but after a few it does get easier especially...

not great today started seriously having doubts that I can chare my uncle more the giving of statement and reall pissed off as my mother asked me if I was done with this whole stupid little PTSD thing if I was back to normal. I also have developed this real difficulty taking a deep breath heck...

Vcc123- I have always said I want the old me back, I was more fun loving spontanious, creative less aggitated. But Ilook at some of the things that gave me PTSD as faras work relatedI would never change a thing Ihelped alot of people,I decreadsed alot of pain and suffering, I was there so...

welcome Theresa, I'am in EMS and work still everyday is a struggle and I have harder dauy sthan others at work i have suffered for probably 9 years with PTSD and diagnosied in Dec I am on a rollercoaster in life and riding it out, i wish you peace here and an ear to vent on good luck it takes...

I choose to have Faith, but to have Faith it needs to be faith in something so I chose God. I know that he has a reason for what has happened to me and all of us, I sure don't understand it yet, and probably wont till it is my time. I like to think that during the times that I was subject to...

welcome back Tim I have missed you I hope that you are feeling better and I look forward to seeing you soon

I feel that this war is built on lies and misdirection WMD which havent been found, there has been so much money and lives spent fighting for a cause that is not shared by the general public I hate to say it but I feel it is a war similar to Nam and that the americans and their allies dont have...

Thanks Terry actually I got a police order against him for uttering threats. they dont know about the other things yet\

All my best to you and your son Bec I hope that he gets in right away and checked I hope you r hospital systems are better than ours we waited 4 hours with a lady on a soine board with a brokemn neck the other day cause there were no beds. so heres hoping i=he gets in checked and sent home and...

just feel so aggressive today everything sets me off and I thinknmost of it g=has to due with the fact I talked to my uncle , so in advance sorry all

sorry veiled I agree that he apologized and it was accepted but Herc was new she didnt know the dynamics yet, yes I agree Mac was joking around. Besides I am not looking for a fight today I have to be careful as I feel very aggressive with my PTSD and need to learn how to chill it out Fair enough?

:angry-fla I finally did it and I knew that I would and like all of you said do it in baby steps I listened as well as ever and lept in with both feet and what a splash and a mess I have made----- I confronted my demon or as some of you may know him as my uncle the son of a bithch was holding my...

way to go Herc I am so glad to see you tell people that they hurt you and it was uncalled for that s been happening to much lately and I am sorry that you had to be the one to get it but maybe by standing up you have one 2 battles one to stop people on this forum from being rude and ignorant and...

OK I am sorry I dont want to get involed in this but I agree that everyone has an opinion and I fell you dont half to like ther opinion not even agree, my only issue is that I read som ost and they sdidnt semm to be event oriented they seemed to start that way but quicklel becmae a venting...

hi herc pm me any time

I have the same problem that the drugs last forever in my system and take forever to work , so i know your frustration but then I think my dose is perettty high

do I get to tell you the things that are really swamping me right now --Iyts the memories of being beaten so bad that I lost conciousness during a rape and what really upsets me is that I cant seem to find someone who acan handle talking acbout it so it piles up

had an OK day today I had an appt. with doc we talked through some tough stuff includeing memories and emotions as well as self harm thoughts, we are discussing if an in hosp stay is required or not she thinks that I may get away with being an outpatient as long as I keep my self harm thoughts...

my day is ok so far started easrly sfter an hours woeth of sleep , but then who csn complsin i am an ambulance with no scheduled off hours , would be niice if people got sick only bbetween 8sm snd 12pm, yes. Also my insomnia problem os back i havent slept or say did not when I had the chance...

I hope that you are feeling better soon Bec as feeling sick is the worst when you have so much to do . Your son sounds like a sweet little angel and he must love his mom very much for brining you food when you are sick... I remember one day taking my mom breakfast in bed cause dhe was sick I...

Evie, I have been doing this for years I think it started when I was doing my military stint always be ready, now its cause I trust no one or nothing and am always looking for the quikest wasy out in case something bad happens, I even get to the point that I watch and analyze everyone that...

welcome UBU I have talked wit your wife welcome and may you find peace

thanks VCC 123 I appreciate the good news soon I hope to add my own

I am still having trouble, spent allnigt at the hospital with him brought back so many trigger sof dad and then I spoke with my cousin an dseem sthat he monster touched her toonot in the same way but touched her

You Know what one of these days I would love to be able to come here and say Im having a good day and its all alright , But I am in a bit of triouble right now I have lost all my coping mechanisms and I am spiraling down out of control and I have to find something to grasp soon