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Inside and outside, and both things I have heard and new things. I had narrators, voices that commented what I did, voices that said what I was thinking, voices that replayed something someone told me, ...

Ohm, you are right. Hallucinations -voices-, delusional thinking -about reality being fake- and a lot of negative symptoms -anhedonia, avolition, asociality, blunted affect, alogia, tangentiality, palilalia, ...-.

I am diagnosed with a psychotic disorder, by a psychiatrist. Some -not all- of the psychosis is related to trauma, and consdering how I developed it, I think trauma was what triggered it. He said the diagnosis wasn't really accurate but was the most -I have some symptoms of PTSD, dissociative...

Does anyone here has a psychotic disorder from trauma? My psychosis is trauma-related to the point I have always considered it like a psychotic type of PTSD or something between a psychotic disorder and dissociative disorder -I have a lot of dissociative symptoms-. I am reading this book...

For me it's not safe, I feel really really bad there, not only bored. Probably if activities where more challenging my mind would be too busy to make me feel that bad. I need to keep my mind busy in order to don't drive crazy. The only times I feel good is when I am at lab doing chemistry...

No, right now I am not going. The day hospital is closed on august, anyway I can't go in september because I have lessons at morning -I am in college, I did really bad last year because I missed my examns due to anxiety-. The activities are from 9am to 12am, appointments with the therapist from...

I didn't want to hurt myself, I just wanted to feel good. I won't do it again since my body can't metabolize it and I still have some effects -I took it on wednesday-. Because of it I don't feel that bad anymore, but I live alone and I have no family or friends, nobody knows.

Thank you. Dextromethorphan in high dose is a dissociative drug like ketamine. 300mg is not a high recreational dose but I got too many effects since my body doesn't metabolize meds appropriately, It was like taking 800-1000mg. I couldn't walk and barely see. I ended up in hospital for 26h -not...

Before reading what BuckarooBanzai told me I took 300mg of dextromethorphan and I had an extreme trip. I am sorry I haven't reply yet. I like what you two are telling me and I find it helpful, I cannot say more since I still have some confusion and troubles spelling and writing. But I will. I...

No, there aren't.... just the emergency number -112-.

I saw a lot of doctors while I was a kid because teachers notices something 'was wrong'. None of them helped me. The last ones I saw when I was a minor said I have autism and justified all my parent did to me. I didn't want to see one again, but a year ago I tried to kill myself and I was...

Thank you all. I wonder if there is something like a inner enraged spirit... Sometimes I feel there is a little sociopath inside me, even if I am not. I have read about alters, It's not like another person but 'something' that 'joins me' even if it's not me... It's my little demon...

Hi all. I am posting this to... just say hi. I suffer from trauma consequences but I am not sure I fit all PTSD criteria, maybe It's another kind of trauma-related problem. I have a therapist and I am supposed to attend a day hospital. I am 19 years old even if my profile says I am 25, yeah, I...

Thank you for answering. I have a therapist and I told him some of this, but not all. I don't like him pretty much but I can't get another one, he is the only one at the day hospital I am supposed to go -I don't like it, the activities are really boring, last time I went was like 4 months ago-...

Hi, I am new at this forum. I was neglected, physically, emotionally and sexually abuse since I can remember until I was 12, by my parents. Then I was just neglect and emotionally abused. Because of this I never loved my parents, actually, I wanted to kill them when I was just 8. I day dreamt...