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I never reported anything about the SA because I was told that my mother would blame me and think I initiated. I was 7 when it started so I also don't know that I fully realized it was a crime and that there could potentially be consequences for what he did. The other incident when I was 13, I...

I feel like life is passing me by and I am not a part of it. I feel like I am looking at everyone from above and have no way to reach them. I feel like I can have no input in what is happening with other people, but especially my own "existence". I can't even call it a life, I don't have one...

Very cool, didn't realize you were close. Hopefully we can get a group. No one understands like fellow sufferers. They try, but you can't possibly know unless you've been there.

Looking for fellow sufferers, maybe even to start a PTSD support group at some point, but right now would be happy with some people local who can maybe meet every once in a while non-formally. Or just to know that there are other sufferers close by may be strangely comforting.

I am sort of in the beginning of my PTSD or at least at the horrible part, so I don't have really any advice. What kind of therapy have you done so far? Im sorry you are having such a hard time :(

I am in so much pain right now. The events over the last couple of days have fueled my PTSD in different ways. I had closure with my mom after finally realizing that she doesn't love me and is incapable of loving me, so I pretty much have no family now. I am officially separated from my husband...

Thank you for sharing this video...wow!!

<3 I could have written this post myself today!!!! That doesn't offer any help to you, but I identify completely. It really is as if I dictated the words to you and you wrote them here. I have no advice obviously, but I do the same thing with pretending. Except that with my life recently that...

Well @maryiscontrary , @WillyKat and @Bluerose ....I have had negative people removed, but not by my choice. My birthday is tomorrow :( and I was already stressing about it because I wasn't even planning on being alive for it. A friend of mine has a birthday around the same time and it was...

Thank you @catjudo for being so honest. I needed to hear that. And @Bluerose hopefully I will come to that place some day. At the moment I have trouble seeing any light at the end of what I don't even know is a tunnel because I can't see anything, just darkness. I am glad I found this site. I...

Thank you! It is good to know I am not alone and completely crazy. I would be interested to know what everyone thinks of @Amne question: "So my question to the forum: Is there anything wrong with fantasizing about suicide if you're not actually going to do it? If you've had a profound...

Since my PTSD symptoms really started to go from bad to worse I have been planning my suicide. Putting things in order, writing letters, picking out caskets and making funeral arrangements etc. I recently sort of attempted, but because of the love I have for one individual I couldn't go through...