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@aut555 wonder if ptsd also has caused me to be afraid of life? As in that I where more insecure about such things as working. And to have a life I need to begin to enter it? If you understand what I mean? Thank you :-) - Im terrifiedly exited - itll be a diferent year for Bloomy and new...

What you say gives meaning. Do Im not you in your tiredness. I traied with myself on zombiedays like today. Right here right now Im immensly tired. I shouldnt even write this. Want to lie down and cried so tired I am. Instead I will choose to muster my last strenght to tidy up and clean a bit at...

@GrayOwl each and every day the small steps - thats right. Thanks for support guys :) I said yes to the job now. They answered they are happy that I said yes (wow really - happy that I said yes....!!!!!) And Bloomy is so scared, terrified and shaky shell need a holiday to digest this.

I so much reckognize what you write here. I had and have to learn to accept that Ive been to strong for to long and now its getting back at me in the way Im totally so tired Im literally zombiefied at times. Doesnt mean we are bad adults. Think it means that we have been so brave and so strong...

External sucess that Bloomy has accomplished is - accomplished two schoolcourses and passed examens in both of them. Wonder over all wonders. Its been pretty tough also since both schools had schooldays on the same days. But - Bloomy did it. And Ive applied for jobs. Yesterday I was at...

I was raped some few years back. Brutal. No possiblity to police report since he didnt hurt me severly enough to have prove that it was rape and not willing consent sex. I did my best to put this behind me. Been used and abused enough so might sound horrible to other,but sort of came to terms...

From the forest poet Hans Børli :inlove::inlove::inlove: One thing is needed One thing is needed - here in this difficult world of houseless and homeless to inhabit yourself go into the darkness and brush soot off the lamp so that people on the roads can glimpse the light in your inhabited eyes

@Allie D. If battery runs out on mine Ill have to by a new one since It became clear Im uable to brush teeths the right way my self. As I said in first comment I brush to hard or I brush to loose or I just dont know how to do what my electrical friend do so well. To have such clean teeth is a...

@scout86 can you see the aurora where you live? If so it amazing. "Mother" grew up in the far north and as a samichild they where warn to go out during aurora as the old belifs where that it took the children. Now we know what aurora is and that its not something out of this world thing that is...

@Ronin just felt like giving you a :hug: after that post. Hope its ok. Cough cough.

Recently bought a electrical toohbush and that gives me a real good feeling. Havent been able to brush well enoough on my own - or as dentist says I brush to hard and kill my gums. So yeah - electrical toothbrush gives me good feeling to. I do hikes in nature with my Precious (camera). Precious...

This post came right in time for me - thank you. It feels like Im about to enter stage before a break through, but still scared that it might not be it anyway. This post is supportive and ecouraging.

Welcome and I hope you can find some assistance here on this sight I guess one thing we can do is work on ourselves and our reactions thats might be unhealthy? I hope you find a good therapist or counlser. Take well care.

Another lesson Im workin on learnin @Killashandra - breathe in do the best you can then breathe out and let go - my what a lesson :geek: And part of it is actually to learn to sit quiet and watch a movie all to the end. Or just sit at all and be still within and relax. In other words - Im a...

And then put her thoughts into it and came up with this absurd reasoning as to why and what I meant. This set me back years in recovery @Killashandra - spot on. So Im trying to now to learn how to diferenciate their meanings from mine. Affirmations would do me no good. I need answers like you...

It feels like they project this things on me cause my situation is complex and it makes them feel powerless and helpless. As they also express to me. I dont think I take responsibility I KNOW I do. Its been the only thing on my mind since I where a kiddo to be responsible and to do what I...

Well done - congratulacions!

Not sure why commercial add cmae up here ....

TIC is a somewhat flexible term that hasn’t always had a static meaning. SHAMSA describes TIC (or in the organization’s terms, “trauma-informed approach”) as an approach that: Realizes the widespread impact of trauma and understands potential paths for recovery; Recognizes the signs and...

The negative common factor is that Im not takin responsiblity for my life, my opinions are not right, Im mentally ill, Bloomy is a burden when she cries and makes people feel powerless and hopeless. Ive tried to take this up in an open way with some of the social workes in quest ie take...

So Im seing a new counsler. Not therapist, but counsler. Hoping she can give me support that I need to move on. Met her only three times till now. Last meeting today. I had a lot or loads of bad encounters over the past decades with counslers, diferent therapist, social workers and such...

Also speechless to such cruelty. Take well care and send you supportive warm thoughts.

Im also poor and understand where you come from. I sign @Mim28 suggestion here as thats what I do. Save up a little and buy on sale Feets are important. All the best Zoogal.

Of course it matters. Cant afford therapy myself. It matters. I understand your fear. I hope you get some good answers here. Sorry I cant give you any. Hope it works out for you do. Take care.

@Lola Nocheprieta thanks :D And your comment made me chuckle too :chicken::D