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Ops did I just write that (with my low self confidence) :whistling::ninja::geek: But really Im amazed by my self. Had trainer session with customer today. And yeah its been a long week and Im actually pretty tired. And as many of you here know ive been a lot of up&down&down&up this year...

@OneToughCookie interesting - wonder how you went about to get such good results - Im stuck in here :) Atleast what it seems :ninja:

Yepp - grats Bloomy - you shown again that your limits are poorly buit. I should not have jumped onboard and answered this post in the first place, but think as I see you guys done here. This is also what roselyn should consider. That she ask in a forum where people are trying to buid...

One of my biggest grieves is that I cant seem to find therapy that is working in Noway for an affordable price. Im glad for you Bloominwinter - it gives hope that its possible. Take well care and enjoy.

What most people dont understand its the feeling of freedom when you know you can choose to live or not to live. No swaet. No chills. Just utter peace is the feeling. With that said it also feels encouraging knowing I have two more years to make the best out of life. And who knows - If all goes...

@Zoogal holy molly :wacky: Time has wings and it can fly :whistling:

@Zoogal so it was you? Yes I just sign you on that one :whistling: Times passes superfast indeed - as a norwegian poem goes "all these day that came and went - little did I know that this was life itself" :)

...or holy crap as someone else here put it :wacky: Ok Im forcasting it :bookworm::whistling: Its in beginin of january, but I just belive its good to start to think of it now and unto then :rolleyes: How has it been for me to be here this first year? Good things, not so good things? Has it...

Very personal for me to and I am very thankful for @Justaguy76 to post this in the first place. Touchy but oh so important to be honest about in order to prevent. Need to process this so very shortly wanted to say to @ladee its when I see daughter I know Im not selfish.

Dont really like the word positive but if you do its all fine :) Constructive and realistic is the words for me as Im not good at positivity :bag:

O know what you ment. Also from personal experience. Was just trying to make a math out of it and figured out that if it means one step its still better then no steps. Ill use this equation for myself - thanks.

Hei Larry and welcome on board. Im not good in math but three steps forward and two back isnt that one step at the time? Flashback can come back but I belive with time we learn to handle it better. Take well care.

Not sure what you mean about its your wifes words? That you are self centered? How old is your kids? Is it possible to fex ask your wife to just hug you /hold you? To express your need of comfort in such a simple way? Seems to me that its part of what could be good for you? Personally sometimes...

Wow this made sense to what Ive exerienced before. Thanks for sharing and hope its working out for you.

Lol - I dont have a old life to return to @stp2012 . I was traumatized from the day "mother" unwillingly became pregnant with me. She never wanted me and abortion was not accepted that time she concieived me. Life until some years ago was spent being the unwanted abused and traumatized child...

I understand you all to well. Was almost as I could have written it myself. Ive found the place too. I dont think its selfish. For me the dificulties been so severe that its been a relive for me to know I have the choise If I cant live this life anymore. Dont know if It felt like that for you? A...

Time goes fast lol

@stp2012 these words you wrote mean more then what my words can say. Im not afraid of relapse either. Been there and Ive done that for oh so many years. I guess before a flashback would mean II would become self destructive and dissociate. It seems like a diferent life as I feel so far away...

@angel2write Just want to offer support. Its the same with me. I can fix the customers so easy. I do a great job. Comes to boss and collegues I just find them so abusive, manipulative and lying I cant seem to deal with them either. Such a shame when I actually do a exellent job for those...

@Leni just came across your thread now. I dont think you are wrong. I cant speak for any other country the Noway and Sweden. In general worklife has become pretty rough here. We seem to work on accord with short term contract that leaves it up to as us worker to perform 100 % all the time. If...

@aut555 Im in no contact with "father" so thankfully dont have to worry bout that part. Wouldnt any way let her near him by millions of miles if so. Great to hear of your experience with your daughter. Helpfull. She is 19 years of age. But I had these talks with her too. And since Im a...

Do you know about dream analyse? Seems to me your dreams are not weird, but simply trying their best to get a message through to you. That the house is burning is a strong message they want to be heard and hopefully understood. I belive you can do something and I belive it will take time. Just...

I like you new quote much better then the original

@Zoogal Ok The saddest thing is not that he tried to rape me but that the consequenses was that I was not able to take education nor work Which caused severe aftermath of where I am today - in deep shit Need to dig my self out of this swamp I need to rescue my life before its to late...

@Zoogal sorry for what`?