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Welcome onboard @brokenEMT :hug: Funny thing with your name cause I just thought I need to learn to fly with wings still broken.

So I was having a seizure and got a banned from here. Learned valuable lessons. Among one need to take care my self. Im not so popular never will be and thats ok. Stop using so much waist of time here and use it more productive elsewhere. Yes Im sad that none has asked for me here during my...

There are good and useful comments here for me and Ill copy paste them into another thread. Im not following this anymore as its makes me sick.

Sorry about that but I have enough shit on my table to deal with and today Im having a total break down People who take things I say as personal and say Bottom line, I wasn't attacking or judging you. I'm going to chalk this one up to a whole lot of defensive PTSD reactions by a whole lot of...

Anonymous - stay the f*ck away from my thread. Iwasnt talking to you. That you feel so is your f*ckin problem. I have enough issues in my life and I dont f*ckin need buggers like you to f*ck it up more. You can take what I say as f*ckin personal as you want but I wasnt talking to you - can you...

Didnt want to go on the other hike cause I had planned to go on my hike to a diferent place then the other leader. The other hikers on the other hike goes to way to slow for me too. 10 km in 7 hours? In addition I had planned a nice hike to a diferent place so I wanted to follow up my plan. The...

Sending supportive warm thoughts and welcome to this forum

Okay so Im going to take a deep breathe and withdraw from this thread until Im not so tired and vunerable. Sincerely appreaciat all replies - even anonymous.

@expectingbetter - same here - I give up on people that attacks me or give me charateristic and judgment. I dont care if he is anonymous I care he intervine in something that is important to me in a thread I wrote and a puzzle about me I need to sort out to feel better. I probably takes some...

It makes sense Moon. Thats why fex I dont go to support center in hometown. Im glad you came here and that you posted. I feel encouragment and support here and hope it ll be the same for you.

Im just tired of being alone. Been since I was born. I need human company. One person in my hiking group had planned a hike today too and chosen the same time and same place as me to meet those that where to go on his hike. So every one ended going with him. Probably not a big deal just that Im...

Welcome to the forum first of all and hope youll find it to be as useful as many of us others do. Just shortly I can reckognize parts of what your saying - I have a 19 year old and cant let her bear the burden of my recovery. Im also all alone and no other support then this site. With that...

Dont really want to follow this thread anymore. Im tired. Got dumped twice today. Someone else had planed a hike at the same time and place as Bloomy and no one went with her. Then she had another event going and every one cancelled. Om done.

Thanks for hijacking my thread sucessfully anonymous. Jepp - this is what happens in real life too. Someone comes along break into an ongoing conversation and rudely demand to be center of attention even do at the moment there might have been someone else that needed it. So - shall we keep...

@lovely.rabbit Ill let my post stand as according to what you wrote after. It confirm what I was thinking. You seem to be a person with good abilities of self reflecting and I thought your boyfriend might not be all that bad but as you write its a dym\nmaic between you. It sounds you come a...

Anonymos - so what if people have their click here? Why should I care? Im in this for me and my healing. I learn thing through post I read here. I learn by making post like this. If others want to party so? Ive written many post about fitting in, but you sure ush people away. Your hijacking my...

@EveHarrington nope - re read many times but didnt see that. Thought I must have missed something due to comments and I obviously did.

Will think and respond to comments later as I need to think and process. The anonymous who are you to say how another person deals with trauma and ptsd? Personally I actually dont have a lot of clue as to how it affect me - and so? Im dealing with it. As @Ronin says yu are not even brave...

Im orry - maybe Im putting my foot in my mouth now, but I dont see where he comes of as an jerk? Please understand first Ive beenn through this. Both roles. And the example you say about waking up in the morning is a good one. If some one told me every morning they felt miserable it would...

@SheilaKathy very good point and I think it might be the reason I dont listen no matter how much I can give mysef compliments or affirmations. Its the little girl who is not connected with the grown up me. The grown up me would say I got awesome hair too even if I dont take well care of it...

They said so yes and they said they have other things to do. Heard that one before and then I see them go anyway just without me. Ok I think I see your point @Justmehere. Ive tried for the longest time to belive it has nothing to do with me. But when others get invited and I dont... I can see...

Thats me. Makin my self unpopular. I dont need to be liked be everyone and everybody. But this is a little to much for me when rarely anyone does. I wonder what the heck is wrong with me? How do I manage to make most of whom I meet with draw from me? It really hurts. And I have no clue whatsover...

Small steps and days at the time. Ive gotten to the point where atleast I can be ok for an hours or some before I go back to anxiety - ptsd rollecoaster. But better then before atleast.

@Ghaith wardeh hvem har skrevet det? Måtte tenke lenge og tenker enda. Velkommen om bord her også forresten :)

Hurray and well achieved :-) Healthy on drama boundaries is a great victory so path on back from me too :happy: