Bloomy Ban

[Bloomy]

So I was having a seizure and got a banned from here.

Learned valuable lessons. Among one need to take care my self.
Im not so popular never will be and thats ok.
Stop using so much waist of time here and use it more productive elsewhere.

Yes Im sad that none has asked for me here during my abscent. It hurts that I havent been able to leave an imprint for people to care wether Im here or not.

Im also aware that one should step away from conflicts. Unfortunately Im not a superhuman obviously and can only take so much.

Next time I will not only say I abandone my thread also will take it into action.

I have met some one that I apprectiate sincerely and Im grateful for this help and support.

Now Bloomy needs to reconsider things.

@Suzetig Im banned from the thread so Im out of it. Thanks so much for effort to get it back on track.

@Freedomfighter thanks for support - Ill process your words.

Any other comment on that thread will not be read as its to hurtful.

And thanks for support from those who did support me - important for me to add cause it means something.

 

[gealach]

So I was having a seizure and got a banned from here.

Learned valuable lessons. Among one need to take...

I'm new here so I'm not aware of what happened. I just wanted to say I'm sorry that you're hurting. :hug:

 

[Bloomy]

Welcome onboard @brokenEMT :hug:

Funny thing with your name cause I just thought I need to learn to fly with wings still broken.

 

[joeylittle]

So I was having a seizure and got a banned from here.

Bloomy, since you've brought this up, I'm going to respond.

You were temporarily banned for three days for having multiple days' worth of dysregulated posts. That's a thing. It happens. Do not give it more significance than it deserves.

Next time I will not only say I abandone my thread also will take it into action.

Yes; deciding to put something down and walking away from it and staying away from it is actually an important regulation skill.

Any other comment on that thread will not be read as its to hurtful.

Posting these messages is not walking away from the issue, it is prolonging it. Try and see that - or at the least, think it over.

Yes Im sad that none has asked for me here during my abscent. It hurts that I havent been able to leave an imprint for people to care wether Im here or not.

This happens to be factually untrue. I'm not telling you that to reassure you. I'm telling you that because I'd like you to recognize that this is distorted thinking. If you haven't read this before, I'd suggest it - it'll help explain what I mean: Cognitive Distortions - Identify & Change Negative Thinking

And thanks for support from those who did support me - important for me to add cause it means something.

Every person who posted on that thread was supporting you. Support doesn't always look like validation.

Im also aware that one should step away from conflicts. Unfortunately Im not a superhuman obviously and can only take so much.

You don't have to be a superhuman to step away from conflict. You don't even have to be a superhuman to be here; everyone here at one point or another is going to struggle with expressing themselves when they are upset. Temp bans and thread bans are (in fact) a way for the site to support walking away from the triggers. They are not punishment for having been triggered.

I'm not going to leave this thread open, because it will turn into nothing productive. You are welcome back on the site, and I hope it can be helpful for you.