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  1. Blackjack

    Not Hospital But Something Similar Maybe?

    This is probably going to sound a weird thing to ask but does anyone happen to know if there is anywhere that is perhaps a bit like a hospital but not, where you can go for some kind of respite care to get away from a toxic home environment? My home situation is not good at all, I have a hugely...
  2. Blackjack

    f*ck My Problems

    Laurie, you should be blowing your own trumpet and be proud and honoured. You are a good and huge hearted man who will do anything for those you love. Your mum must be incredibly proud of you. Xx
  3. Blackjack

    A Big Thank You

    Hi SheilaKathy, no I am not passing out any more thank goodness! It really was most horrible. It was a bad case of dehydration that caused me to pass out, coupled with the other things. I am quite a bit better now than I was thank you. Thanks for your concern, it is most kind of you. x
  4. Blackjack

    Never Rains But It Pours

    Thank you so much Florian, I really appreciate it. It is just how things seem to go isn't it. You are right, I couldn't make it up - if I could I would be a millionaire who film writer!! Its strange how it seems to happen though. Just trying to come to terms with it all at the moment, and...
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    Never Rains But It Pours

    OK, I am not expecting any of you to believe me in what I am going to say now because I don't believe it myself! How can it be possible to have so much go so wrong with me in the space of a few months, and all since my PTSD diagnosis! As some of you will be aware, I dislocated my shoulder back...
  6. Blackjack

    Just Not Coping

    I really don't know what to do with myself. I am not coping at all, constantly crying, totally over emotional, I am exhausted because I do not sleep, I sit staring into space, feeling desperate. My family don't know about my ptsd and depression, although I am hoping to be able to pin my husband...
  7. Blackjack

    Back In Hospital Again.

    Hope you are ok Hun, and they get things sorted for you soon. Feel your pain after my week this week. Big hugs to you xxxx
  8. Blackjack

    Co-dependant *#@£%&*

    Wish I could do more to help you hunny. You know I care and would if I could xx
  9. Blackjack

    Sleep Tight My Love (a Poem By Mr Laurie)

    Laurie, I am sat here at my desk at work and have just found this and read it. You have reduced me to a sobbing heap my friend, that is so incredibly beautiful. I wish someone loved me like that, I really do......
  10. Blackjack

    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    Angry - to the person who stole my bank card details and helped themselves to GBP 250.00 from my account Saddened, upset and hurt - by a close friend who showed another side to them today. someone who I thought trusted and knew me unconditionally but has shown that maybe my total faith and...
  11. Blackjack

    A Big Thank You

    I just wanted to post a very big and public thank you to the lovely people in chat land. Twice recently I have been very unwell and turned to chat for some help and support and received it by the bucket load. The first time was a couple of weeks ago when I collapsed at home following passing...
  12. Blackjack

    Death Rip My Sweet Friend

    I am so very sorry hunny. Here if you need anything xxx
  13. Blackjack

    What Does Ptsd Feel Like For You?

    @Junebug, can I ask you a question that might help me a bit?? From your words about the smell, fire and smoke on an airfield after a crash, is this something you have experienced? Please, if it is only talk about it if you are comfortable doing so. Only reason that I ask is that this is all...
  14. Blackjack

    Unexpected Trigger

    Albatross, I think that was a large part of it. Been back to the site quite a bit but usually I am on my own. I think it was the fact that I had to go there with others which I haven't done since the accident. Feeling better than I was now thank goodness. Xx
  15. Blackjack

    Unexpected Trigger

    I had a rather nasty unexpected trigger this morning. I was on my way to work when a colleague called me asking if there was any chance we could give them a lift as they had stayed at a friends house last night and when they came out to go to work their car would not start. I spoke to my other...
  16. Blackjack

    Doing Something Different For Trauma Anniversary?

    I agree with Ladee, Go, have a fun time but explain to the person you are riding with that it is a difficult date for you and not something that you wish to discuss but just ask them for their understanding if you do need some private time or need to leave the rest of the group for a while. As...
  17. Blackjack

    The Lines Of A Song

    Gadgie, that's lovely! I really like that x
  18. Blackjack

    The Lines Of A Song

    Thank you folks for your contributions! Please keep them coming, regardless of whether they are just words, phrases, anything. I will assume that if you have posted them that you wouldn't mind me using them if they work for the lyrics as that was what I posted about. Thanks loads everyone
  19. Blackjack

    As If I Didn't Have Enough To Worry About!

    Laurie, you know I hold you in extremely high regard and value you as a friend very much but I am going to give you a stern talking to now!! You are not a burden to anyone! I am sure that there are a whole host of folk on here alone who would love to be able to take you to your hospital...
  20. Blackjack

    The Lines Of A Song

    I am not sure if this is the right place to post this or not but hopefully so. One of my big passions in life is music, particularly guitar. I have been learning to play for about 3 years now and to be honest am not tremendously good still but I love it. Whilst my shoulder is injured I am...
  21. Blackjack

    Back To Karaoke For Mr Laurie.

    Hey looking and sounding cool Mr L !! Looks like you had a great night, so pleased for you!! Xxx
  22. Blackjack

    Time To Say Goodbye??

    Thank you so much everyone for your kind words and encouragement to stay. I guess because of my situation at home, I am just not used to having anyone that I can freely talk to and say how I feel without recrimination. I have always been made to feel as if it is totally wrong to say how I feel...
  23. Blackjack

    Time To Say Goodbye??

    Thank you so much Hodge, I just feel a total wreck right now. Thank you for being there xx
  24. Blackjack

    Time To Say Goodbye??

    No Socha, it wasn't you. It wasn't anyone in reality, it was just me being silly. Thank you for caring x
  25. Blackjack

    Time To Say Goodbye??

    Thank you so much everyone, I am just in a very dark place right now and can't seem to think straight or anything. I feel totally overwhelmed by the PTSD and depression, I can't stop crying again and feel so very very fragile at the moment. I keep trying to be happy, cheerful and supportive to...
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