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extroverted and socially awkward (about half the time) here, just giving you :hug:s

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I can't wait for the season 3 of Orange is the New Black! This is in my all time top 5 favorite shows!

Thank you to the mods for moving the thread. Also sorry about quoting entire posts, hands hurt to bad to pick and choose sections, but i did not mean disrespect. Today reading Joker, V for Vendetta, and From Hell - all are fairly graphic and if easily disturbed please avoid. I wrote until my...

@ccks i make playlists for specific projects when i'm working and then keep them on repeat. glad you found a song that enlivens you! Also, welcome to the group :hug:

I guess after the event that caused the root of my ptsd, but i've never been able to walk very well and just am natural in the water. i have grace and can swim fast, play, and dive so i've always wished i could just live in the water as i am myself there. :hug: to you @Changeling it sounds like...

@Born to Run i go to alerts first, then front page, then forums such as sleep, childhood, social, and sexual assault. ra is an autoimmune disease and i was diagnosed as a child. my main trauma came a few years before that though. My gramma had it and i was the only grand child to get it. i have...

going to look all of these up as soon as hands work properly :) good stuff, thank you all for sharing links and names

Eh I get what exercise I can. I work out my upper body, i do yoga, sometimes pilates, and I swim. Also when I'm in my chair I push my self hard and when in top physical form I can do 10 miles in it. Last two days my hands don't work much at all are in gloves, and i can't push my wheels. Days...

@Hope4Now On the body website? Hmm, it has been problematic for me on safari but google search your height and weight and see what pops up. @theshadowoftheliving I reclaim mine through cosmetic choices as well, tattoos, hair color, etc.

*warm :hug:* though I tower over you at 5'7" standing ;) @Hope4Now you are not alone in this. Body positivity is an on going struggle when that person inside has been beaten down and berated eventually he/she may just not want to get up anymore. I experience this regularly, especially after...

I'm angry that every f*cking joint in my body has gone haywire. I'm angry that I have cabin fever but cannot push myself in my f*cking wheelchair. I'm angry that I got kicked out of the kitchen making minestrone 'cause my damn knee swelled up. Though I'm not angry at the one that did the...

@Intrepid I like that...retirement. :) Mine is too hyper vigilant to allow that, but for me that is okay as I honor and care for that little girl self, so she does not have to feel constant fear anymore. I still like the way you've handled it though. :)

@Chava I'm not the best person to respond I realize. Sorries. :( My little person once awoken has been with me since. She is me and I am her and mostly everything works out, and I'm very glad she survived. :hug:

@holdenmonty I watch scary t.v. shows and movies regularly. My husband plays freaky video games and I love watching them, though when I try and play my hands shake too badly. Skyrim is at about as freaky as the games I play myself can get. lol.

:shy: it is : s h y : without the spaces :hug:

:eek: Eep nope. nopers. not for me. :nailbiting: thank your the info though @Recovery4Me! :hug:

I have an addiction to dark things. Creepy video games, horror movies, horror books (especially King, Poe, and sometimes Barker and Palahniuk) being faves, and yet I don't like reading overtly gross things. Here I am writing this story that deals with like 3 of my main fears, plus therapy...

@Born to Run to run you're welcome for the thread but I have to say YOU are one of the reasons it is alive and I really love it when I see a new post in this thread from you! :hug:

@davebassman409 thank you very much for explaining it to me. :) I won't be touching the stuff as i already have enough issues without adding hard drugs to the mix. Thank you for the information though. :)

@Born to Run I have visualized killing my stepfather (who my brother reports is actually dead) many times, and feel very little remorse about wishing him ill. I'm glad you have such honestly in your soul. *respect*