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Today Will be The day that Everything changes for the Better.

This happens to me too, mostly in the fall (when things started) but randomly as well. Like you mentioned, I often see things coming to attack me, often shadowy male figures. The other day I walked into my hall (on the unit) and called out a greeting to a boy standing in front of the...

Alien Are these Sensations running through This body that feels Foreign

A warm welcome to you,@slightly obssessed! I myself am pretty new here, but I have found this forum to be incredibly helpful and supportive. I hope it brings you help and comfort :)

topography of skin

I know! That's just plain crazy. Though I must say I do know some mermaid children whose hair has threads of certain shades of blue (or gray) running through it, to better emulate the color of the ocean. Thanks for your thoughts, lovely - You write beautifully; insightful and lyrical. Your...

Actually, breaking something has caused me to reconnect a few times. I'm not sure why, and I guess it's probably different for everyone, but you should try and pinpoint exactly what it was about breaking the glasses that helped you. Was it the noise? Seeing the physical damage? The act of...

Last night I dreamed that I was a mermaid who was swimming in the sea and it was my home, and I swam for many eternities, until suddenly I had a child with me (For some reason she had blue hair), and I had to leave her in the sea while I went on land and I promised her I'd be back soon, but then...

Out Of my Mind, but just Maybe I'm the sane One

for the moment

Thank you :happy:

Forwards I'm walking Not looking back Taking the road less Traveled.

@Recovery4Me thank you :hug:….. but I'll definently take you up on the wall offer :)

I love this thread so much! Now I've been in and out of mental hospitals for years now (still there ugh) and all those social workers have their own brand of insanity. These are all stuff I've actually said to them lol DR: Did you have an unhappy childhood? ME: I don't know - did you? DR: So...

of the fire

Through the air

Yeah, I've felt that way a lot. Like, why are you whining about your broken fingernail when some of us are just trying to make it through another day without breaking ourselves, It's frustrating, and a lot of the time I get mad because it's just not fair (I sound like a kid but it's true) that...

"Live" They say, "Let it go" They don't know that's Impossible.

Me? I can't Even write in The first person anymore - Why?

When not being dissociated is abnormal. When you get anxiety from the trailers for halloween specials. When you try and petition for trigger warnings to be included on the jackets of books.

I tell people who I can trust. Occasionally, I tell people who ask. My family knows only the barest details because I feel so ashamed talking about the things that happened with them. I don't consciously hide it or lie about it, but I'm not very open about it either.

open your heart

Digger, Okay, here we go! The fact that you were gardening represents a hope for the future, and the fact that you were planting spoons and beans means you are hoping for good relationships, fertility and connection to your roots in the future. The worries about the things you planted not...

I didn't know they did colored inkblots!

@theAlbatross - The fact that you were skiing in your dream suggests that you are putting yourself to the test, but the fact that you're skiing backwards might mean that you're not challenging yourself or regressing in some way, and the chaos that ensued symbolizes the mental chaos that happens...