Eleven Words - One Poem: Elfchen

[digger]

Team
Games suck
Always picked last
Let the side down
Loser!

 

[EmmaDancing]

"Loser"
Voices scream
Echoes of memories
Will I escape these
Nightmares?

 

[digger]

Nightmares.
Nocturnal horses?
Words are weird.
They make no sense
Sometimes

 

[Nighthawk]

Sometimes
I wonder
if I'll ever
Be well enough for
Me

 

[EmmaDancing]

Me?
I can't
Even write in
The first person anymore -
Why?

 

[digger]

Why
Did you
Get to die
But I have to
Live?

 

[EmmaDancing]

"Live"
They say,
"Let it go"
They don't know that's
Impossible.

 

[digger]

Impossible
It feels.
But small steps
Will still move you
Forwards.

 

[EmmaDancing]

Forwards
I'm walking
Not looking back
Taking the road less
Traveled.

 

[Nighthawk]

Traveled
Many places
Seen many things.
Lost the abilty too
Disease

 

[digger]

Disease
Something rotten
At the core
Eating away from inside
Out

 

[EmmaDancing]

Out
Of my
Mind, but just
Maybe I'm the sane
One