Search results

PERFECT. I will tell him this. It's better than the slop I was trying to put together.

No one I know gets it. So it will be a relief to interact with people here, and be able to be myself without worrying too much...or being under verbal attack. When I was a child and growing up, if I cried my mother told me I was ugly and sent me to my room. So I learned not to cry in front of...

I'm not sure I'm cut out for retail, especially with my social phobia. I'm doing the best I can...I've been pushing myself, and it breaks my heart that it isn't enough. They don't realize how I'm struggling. I'm speaking to my manager today to get him to understand what I'm going through right now.

I seem to be anxious every moment that I am conscious. Work terrifies me. They have no idea what it takes for me to go in every day and talk to people. Today I got my monthly review and I'm the worst performer in my department and they would cut back my hours if they could. I thought I was doing...

I'd like to thank you all for replying and welcoming me. When people ask me if I'm okay, its impossible for me to tell them the truth. I get pretty numb, force a smile and tell them I am fine. People always believe me. I'm an incredible faker. I've always suffered alone and in silence.

No...I really don't want to talk about any of this, and I've pretty much gotten away with it my whole life up until this point. I was diagnosed as having PTSD with dissociative features on Monday after a psychological assessment. There are other disorders present as well, but I don't know if its...