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I don't know how to handle this. I need help if it is even possible. Tim has been emailing me today as he packs my things that have been at his home - he had given me closet space, drawers and even an office since I work from home - I have been living there for 3 months. I understand I lied and...

I do think about if he did the same to me, I know I would be hurt however would not be cruel and would understand. I wonder if his antidepressants are doing this? Since he stopped them and started them again in the past 2 weeks?

I have turned this thread into an introduction to myself and a request for help with problem I am having difficulty handling. Positive stuff though is I did not drink tonight. And I even spent 6+ hours looking at the home security video footage of the 3 weeks prior to my husbands death. Plus...

Casey_03 it hurts to hear that. I like him very much and want it to work so bad. He is so different than my husband in many ways however it did freak me out when he spent the day explaining how hurt he was and there are consequences. He said things my husband used to say - which really hurt...

I am definately not super human haha Ragdoll Circus :) however in the past 3 months with Tim I have gone from drinking 6-12+ beers a night to none. I have a glass of wine every week or 2. The cravings are gone, Im excercising. Im working. Im doing so good with him. I know it is soon after it...

Thank you for all of he replies. I really appreciate it. My husband shot himself April, 2015. I had spent from April - November trying to deal. Drank too much however did work. I reached out to meet someone because I believed I was ready. My new guy (Tim) who I have spent these last 3 months is...

The relationship I am grieving has a lot of bad in it. Now that I'm in a new relationship that is loving I see the dysfunction of the past 7 years clearly. Why would I act like I did? Is that my true self?

I drank a lot in the past year then basically stopped drinking in my new relationship. I j u st don't have the urge and thought I was doing well considering all that has happened this year

I broke my promise to him about drinking while away (he has severe ptsd and worries) then avoided his calls and lied about drinking. Then drove drunk to his house and argue d I wasn't drunk :( I broke his trust in me.

Any Insight would be very appreciated. Right now I can't stand myself because of what I did to my boyfriend. To explain a little I am 41 and am living with an amazing man who has ptsd and several health issues. I am not sure if I have ptsd however am told I may. The reason I hate myself is...