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The lake by my parents that I visit on the daily that I will miss so much 😢

So, my question is, if you were set up, you had severe depression and anxiety, and it ruined your life, you know you need to escape, build a better life but you can’t, what do you do? My ex was cheating on me, stole my money, and lied to me. Pretended he wanted to make up. I was so emotionally...

Because having no friends and being alone is not fun. Having to distract yourself from emotional pain is no fun. Not knowing if it’s you or them and wishing you had such a better life is not fun. Being oblivious to things is not fun. Especially when you see how good everyone else’s lives are...

But I wasn’t in a cult. I couldn’t imagine that. My issue is that I am always looked over. I am the underdog. How do you go from accomplishing so much to accomplishing nothing? How is it that every time you make a plan that involves another Person it always goes awry? Things used to go so well...

You don’t think I have read other people’s stories? I have and some are just mind blowing. I feel awful. This is a place for me to get it out. I can’t talk about it with anyone but my therapist. My problem is I trusted someone and they messed with me so now I have issues with trust. Everything I...

I am in therapy. I tell her the issues and she just doesn’t listen. This is how I know I will be alone. No one listens from my perspective on anything. She told me that I could control the situation because I married a narcissist. She told me to make him be what I wanted, but that never...

What do you do to change things when they have already been destroyed and everything is so off course that you can’t stand it??? I just want to be by my sister. No one listens to me. I am so tired of freaking out. I am so tired of the back and forth in my head and the loneliness. I want fun! But...

No one can seem to help me get over the past and find something new. I am scared to move on in a way. Everything is just messed up. I am mentally overwhelmed with trying to keep up, I can’t focus and the more I can’t focus, the more my life falls apart and the more I can’t focus.

No, nothing helps because I cannot get my life back on track. I feel like crap. No one wants to be my friend and I see what I went to- basically a poor, I respected piece of crap that cannot get better. I don’t feel right. She can’t help with feelings. I ask, and all she does is talk about...

My life is pretty much over. It was all lies because I couldn’t line up with anything. I don’t fit in, I have no real friends, and somehow it’s my fault. I married a narcissist and everything I knew was fake. How do you deal with that? How is it that one day you wake up, a person doesn’t want to...

My whole life is going down the drain! I made some really really bad bad decisions and I have no friends! I just want to live by my sister and get the hell out of here!

All I want is to get married again! I mean omg! How hard is it to find a relationship??? It’s been 7 years! Seven!!!!! What the hell! I can’t get along with anyone???? No one wants me???? My parents brainwashed me? I mean good GOD!!!!

How do you find yourself and be happy when the whole world has told you that you’re a piece of shit??? Oh, I know...you believe it

I hate being called crazy!!!!! I may not be the smartest person, or the prettiest person, but I was set up and I suffer from severe depression and anxiety because I am a loser that is always alone!

Depression, anxiety, depression, anxiety, depression, anxiety...it just doesn’t go away. My life is just going in circles and I can’t stop it. Please someone, just rescue me!!! I can’t take it, but I have to because it’s life! I can’t take it anymore. It’s so debilitating

Because my life repeats itself a lot. Nothing has changed, so my feelings are the same.

Well, it’s not just one thing. I thought I would have a different life, but I cannot change. I know it seems crazy, but so many bad things have just compiled on me and everything just seems so messed up, I literally feel like my life is closing in on me. I go to therapy I listen to everyone else...

It’s not easy making good decisions when you were messed with and you try hard to be nice and seem to come off weird, and you feel awkward and know that you seem so f*cking stupid to the entire world. Because of one relationship and one thing. You just messed up your life and can’t redeem yourself.’

They are all on zoom right now, at least where I am at. And barely anyone shows up. I really feel like everything is just so messed up and I can’t make a right decision on anything anymore

Story of my life at this point. Always is. I try so hard to stay positive and be one sided, but I am a loser. It sucks. I have no friends and it just doesn’t change. I have no real connections to people at all. It sucks. I can’t read minds, I am that oblivious to things. I hate it all.

My life is literally closing in on me- I am alone, no friends, far from my family, in a job I don’t like anymore. I am depressed because of my circumstances and I can’t change them. Every decision I make I regret. It just doesn’t end. It isn’t getting better, I am stuck and everything is so...

Why am I so afraid of being alone? I have no close friends and I blew it. I can’t take this anymore. The pressure on me from him and the evilness in my head just won’t stop. Nothing is helping. I don’t want to be alone anymore.

This whole thing has literally ruined my life. I hate being alone but I also hate being desperate. I can’t take people anymore either. I don’t know when they are for real or kidding. Holy shit, this is bad. I think I am becoming a weirdo ass stalker

I just cannot handle the anxiety anymore. I need something. Please God, even though I know that praying isn’t going to work. I missed the market on all of this. I am not what I thought I was and nothing is working out. My whole life is ruined because I couldn’t move on. Everything is coming to a...

I keep going through a lot. I just can’t win. It’s devastating to me. Nothing is going right in my life. I just want a normal life.