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I used to think that I deserved better in life until I was arrested. Now, I don’t think I do. It’s so weird...I’ve never felt like this before and so many bad things have happened it is ridiculous. I can’t stop the feelings. I wish they were gone

Well, my ex used to say you have to break a person down and build them back up- like the military. He broke me down, but didn’t build me back up. I am so tired of the reject from everyone and the attention from people I don’t want. What the hell is wrong with me????

Yes, still seeing someone. And still miserable in life. I will never be content. I will never be happy. I used to be happy all the time. I used to be happy!!! Reality sucks! It all sucks

I feel like the entire world lied to me. They told me things would get better, but they haven’t. When your whole marriage was a lie, and no one believed you and you were arrested, it’s hard to stand up for yourself. He lied about so many things. He set me up because I was a nice person, now I’m...

It’s really hard to be easy on yourself when you know that you are not ok and you just need to move on. I am a “nice” person. I was manipulated and screwed over so bad and then babied by others. My dreams all went to hell. I used to feel so good about myself, now, if I do stick up for myself I...

All of you n here that have made changes in your life just completely amaze me. Just astounding! There are so many situations that are worse than mine, but you make it through. I can’t take the pressure of this anymore. Being played by dudes and lied to. I am so not happy, and every time I try...

I used to be such a strong person with a good heart and good intentions. Now, I am so tired, defeated and overwhelmed. I wish the depression and weirdness would go away. I wish my life was sooo different. This is just insane. I bought so much stuff. I did so many crazy things that it is just not...

I just can’t take the confusion anymore. That all on top of life in general. How is it possible to not know who you are anymore? To lose your identity???? I was never a trouble maker. I never did bad stupid things. I just can’t handle the stress of being charged with domestic violence and trying...

I’m so scared of everything. I hate feeling this way. I feel this way because everything is off. I was set up and not smart enough to see it. My emotions are all over the place. Nothing worked out, and I keep digging myself into a bigger and bigger hole that I can’t get out of.

I’m not crazy like he said. I’m really not. I can’t take this anymore. I really paid the mortgage, the car, everything. I did so much. I was at that house for a long time. It was my house too. I really hope I don’t keep attracting bad men because I can’t take it anymore. I’m so tired. I am...

I am scared. I hate being scared. I hate being like this. I just want out, that’s all I want. I am tired. I am soooo tired. He manipulated me and lied about everything. He lied. I didn’t save the evidence. I didn’t save anything. I used to feel so good about myself, now I feel like crap. I want...

I can’t handle the emotional pain anymore! The pain of everything! I am overwhelmed with emotion and people and stuff and life and I can’t take it anymore! This is why I like being alone and hate it at the same time. How is that even possible! Everything in my mind is a cluster! And I can’t...

Now my best friend isn’t talking to me because I don’t have romantic feelings for him. This is just all crazy! I am so tired of it. And dumped by the one guy I really liked. All of this stuff is so crazy. I really can’t take it anymore. My life was perfect- no drama or anything before all of...

My life is literally falling apart. I was set up, mentally struggling....really bad with it, and I cannot pull myself together. It’s just too much. I can’t believe this is all happening. Just falling apart. The headaches, stress, everything is awful. I can’t take it anymore. I am literally a...

I know that everyone says it will get better, but this is tough. I feel absolutely horrible today. I am tired, crying and so depressed. I just wish things were so different. I just don’t know what to do. The stress in my body right now is awful. I feel like I was hit by a bus. I am so ready for...

And how are those of you that have had your life fall apart not angry?

Reality, even though it makes me depressed. I never should have talked to the psychics. I don’t understand what is happening other than trauma. I get that my ex was a narcissist, and that I am naive, but this is just the worst feeling in the world. And knowing my life will never be the same? And...

So, the meditation helps sometimes. I use it to focus on my breath. Damn, I just can’t believe I am in this situation because my ex set me up. ??‍♀️?

I truly apologize. My anxiety is so bad. I’ve had this issue before - in therapy, through all of this. And my self esteem is just super low I didn’t say no one’s did, just that the breakdown makes more sense to me. But the anxiety and feeling like I am on speed is awful...I do meditate and try...

And, honestly, I am scared that the same thing will happen to me again. I know it’s crazy, but damn...being arrested after someone pulls a gun on you and lied about it? I’m so sorry to complain about it, but I FEAR it

Honestly, joelittle’s post helped. Most of the other suggestions haven’t. Sorry.

So, how do you make the pain go away, then?

I want to be a supervisor at work. I want friends, a house, a significant other. The thing that sucks the most is I am alone and I don’t want to be alone. I want a meaningful relationship, but I will never have it again. It always feels wrong when they stay, and right when they leave. So messed...

We definitely talk about distractions, more so because if I forces on the issue (criminal charges, seeing who I really am - a nerd, not good enough), then I am constantly angry and depressed. But if I accept these things, I am still unhappy, but I move forward, but am overwhelmed. I’m so sorry...

Yes, she is. I also spent a lot of time with another therapist that specializes in trauma and anxiety, and he tried to reel me that I had ADHD because I looked at my purse when he grabbed it. He said that was not normal. It has been 6 years and I focusing on pain and talking and journaling about...