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  1. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    New Diggings, Wisconsin, USA
  2. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    I voted yesterday too. I don’t know that there was any real point to me voting though because I can’t get behind any of the big candidates. So I voted for as many of the third parties as were available. For president I voted for Chase Oliver. He won’t win, he doesn’t have the massive backing...
  3. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Thank you @Midnightmoon. I don’t know what to say but I appreciate it a lot.
  4. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    My mother doesn’t understand why I have no confidence when she is a primary reason for that. The irony.
  5. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    I did a brave, courageous, scary thing. Now there is a hurricane of emotions in me. I want to take it back so badly. The hotel I’m working at is undergoing a renovation which is to include changing out all the wall art. So I put my photography up for consideration. What the absolute f*ck was...
  6. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Watching some therapy content on YouTube always throws me off. Because anytime they mention child sexual abuse or anything similar, it’s always with this immense heaviness and they act like it’s so rare and different and difficult and unique and intense experience that very few kids go through...
  7. OceanSpray

    You Know You Have PTSD When...

    When you’re feeling low enough to remove yourself from the planet but don’t have enough energy to follow through.
  8. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    Grand Junction, Colorado, USA
  9. OceanSpray

    You Know You Have PTSD When...

    When you can’t tell if you’re terrible mood is because you physically don’t feel good or if you physically don’t feel good because you’ve mentally crashed.
  10. OceanSpray

    Ask a foreigner

    Thank you all for the info! Apparently Even after living in a country for an entire lifetime doesn’t mean I know how the country works lol.
  11. OceanSpray

    You Know You Have PTSD When...

    Been there and oh man it’s horrible
  12. OceanSpray

    Photography Club

    I’m not religious but the sunset at the lake inspired a “burning bush” kind of vibe in me.
  13. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Fed my soul a bit at the lake.
  14. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Dumb question but how do you prioritize your wants financially? I’m getting into a position to be able to get things I’ve always wanted and be able to save up for the bigger things. But obviously can’t buy everything all at once and there’s this need to get like one thing each payday but it’s...
  15. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    Puerto Vallarta, Mexico
  16. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Challenge to Myself: Eat the best part first. I have a deeply ingrained habit of making sure that I always save the best parts for last. There’s this idea in my head that I *have* to suffer through the rest of the meal in order to earn the privilege of getting to have the parts I like...
  17. OceanSpray

    Ask a foreigner

    So I learned a thing today that I swear has to be wrong because I have absolutely never seen this and someone is telling me that it’s very true. In America- can and do pharmacists treat and diagnose patients? I have never in my life seen this. It’s always been that they deal with medications...
  18. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Weed is f*cking amazing. Younger me was seriously missing out.
  19. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    I need a hoodie like that!! Lol
  20. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    Alcatraz
  21. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Hypomanic bipolar phases are horrid. I can’t live like this. Also, being jealous of someone else being able to get medical care you can’t is a very real thing and it really sucks.
  22. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Reminder to Myself I don’t have to rush. I can take my time doing chores. No one is coming to tell me that I’m a failure for not doing things at super speed. It doesn’t have to be perfect. No one is coming to tell me that I should die because it wasn’t exactly right. I don’t have to...
  23. OceanSpray

    Not Able to Ask For Help at Work - Anxiety Spikes

    Definitely just to myself. I will forgive and forget just about everything for everyone else. Sort of. I do make excuses upon excuses but it also builds in the back of my mind until there comes a point where I kind of snap. I almost never snap towards that person though, it’s almost always...
  24. OceanSpray

    Not Able to Ask For Help at Work - Anxiety Spikes

    Hey, can we perhaps not sh*t on the founder of a site that I get a ton of use out of on my thread? No one is saying he’s gospel but I do agree with Friday (another person I deeply respect) given how much time I’ve been in the mental health/ptsd space, she and Anthony are very correct. But ya...
  25. OceanSpray

    Not Able to Ask For Help at Work - Anxiety Spikes

    Definitely still an ongoing struggle. It’s very out of reach for me right now.
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