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Understand. I think some is good for knowing the surroundings gives me comfort. takes time to turn the in the mode down some but never off. I did have to move to the country though to get relief from it. In the city I was always on guard. work up at every noise. here a couple of dogs in the yard...

prazosin is a blood pressure med. you can take a tiny bit of it and for many if calms the dreams. does not stop them but sure takes the bite of them for me. I wish you smoother days ahead.

Wish you a paved road for success my brother. They helped me allot. it some meds for a while and now after a while very little meds but they help me stay clear headed. We all wish you well and some smoother days ahead.

Well said. every can be so different in what seams similar events.

hey Vic. I lost so much by being scared of my own thoughts. I lost my first family yet have been there for them when needed always. I scared them with my temper. It took time. My brothers here adorn full pads and we beat the shit out of each other to lose the internal stress. bruises here and...

I feel ya younger brother I do. My only advice is to become as polite as you can even when you do not mean it. Find ways to educate everyone who may rub you even if they do not know they are. I find ways to be polite but firm on what I will allow in my life and what I will not. Most will...

I have to hit refresh allot on this site. I do not have to on the myptsd page. seems if not load quick it drops task efforts.

so sorry for that big time. I understand more now. I have 100% trust in my wife but nobody ties me down. I guess I was generic in my post for did not think of a bondage situation. My bad. I am glad you can speak of this now. I know this would be haunting some time from a time I cannot mention on...

ants. I once had a snake crawling on me and wanted to move so bad. Thank God he went away.

neah not strange. when you can hit a quarter with a scope at 1000 meters, hold your breath pushing 4 minutes and no noise of any kind spooks you or the enemy stepping on you and you remain silent then your ready. I have seen brothers not move anything for 3 hours or we would have been seen. Not...

I no way meant to down play anyone's situation I assure you. I can only relate to my own feelings about that. if I did not make that clear then I am sorry for not doing so. I meant sex is sex when adults and is consensual not referring to his situation. The point was I did not want to him to be...

finish school. get the best grades you can. never allow trouble in your life and being you are young once you apply for such a job they cannot know you went to therapy for anything. It fine to go now for what your dealing with but they are very strict in selection here and in the UK for the...

way cool. Nothing is better on the mind to have some sleep. the more the better for a while to allow all to get back in sink. I am glad you got to sleep.

Hey sam read your story. I have to say it must be the mental stuff you face everyday causing this stress. I do wish you better soon. I am sorry you get triggered in public but think that being your strong enough to post and go out in public then in a short time allot of the fear will go away...

I also keep whats is needed close yet not in reach when in bed. I have a ace, The little wife is a born dirt pour country girl who is as good a shot with a pistol as I am with a riffle and carry expert in all weapons trained on. So I can sleep unarmed well with the famous red ryder bb gun so in...

Just remember you were on the job. if I had choices I would have been very ugly to many politicians for trying to get things done in the of god and country when in fact was about money or opium. I wish I could erase the pain. I cannot on my own. I do find peace in all were bad guys and all my...

it took me some time to find the right doc that said I have no clue what to do for you but lets learn together. I will not go to a VA doc for they seem to have become desensitized to our needs. I also am very angry most of the time. Wife says the biker in me. I like the meds now for able to not...

Hello and way cool on the sober. I am such a short hitter that I could not drink anyway. Nobody knows with ptsd what works for you but for sure can expound on things that helped me. So many different ways ptsd effects us. For me when stressed even though I am in a chair most of the time I can...

A good one listens and more than talks. They will guide you with questions down a path where you find your own answers. They admit they do not have answers yet by working with you as you find what you need. many who do not have text book answers are not looking to work with you. The good ones...