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I am remembering more details about flash backs. Also something very weird. A couple of the flashbacks that happened. I was fully aware of them immediately after they happened. Now I know they happened but can't remember any details! Where did they go? Why did they disappear? If they happen...

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I have this sometimes.

I was intrigued with your post as a therapist told me last session that maybe some parts have been integrated? I wonder how I would know this for sure? I don't think this therapist has met parts like others have which I don't get cause this one seems like the best yet! Unless I am just "that...

Summer

Bubbles, jump rope, skip it, bikes, sidewalk chalk, roller blades, puppies, ice cream truck!

Yep!

Thanks for letting me know that I am not alone in this.

Yes. It does. I have a great therapist. I've been at this about 4 years now. I have only had this therapist since around November though.

I had started bi weekly therapy sessions a short time ago and now I am back to weekly. Go figure. How many layers does complex trauma have anyway.

Thanks. It's possible. I didn't use to believe that myself.

I have made it a full year without needing to be hospitalized! Prior to this the number of admittances is too embarrassing (personally) for me to even mention. Thanks to DBT! Support groups, good therapist, and leaving a very toxic circle of individuals.

Thank you Fadeaway.

Sooo. My biological Father passed away February 10th of colon cancer. He did not raise me. I had an occasional relationship with him. We did find closure in the last few years. He hated the trauma I endured. He felt responsible since he wasn't there in my life to rescue me from it. I forgave...

Ugh...I really, really want to believe that medication doesn't really "do" anything, but is just a "placebo" playing tricks on ones mind....but with two missed dosages of lamictal and a significant decrease (took 25 mg last night..but am prescribed 75.....because two days before this I forgot to...

People can make me so upset! I just read a post elsewhere on the internet about disability benefits.....where in people are proposing that having a disability is NO excuse to keep someone from working! And another person said, ONLY The PHYSICALLY disabled should be exempt from working full time...

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There is a sheet of ice on my street! It should melt tomorrow afternoon.

I have a "medical condition". That is all one needs to know...but When I feel safe enough to do so I just say I have an invisible disability.

Having stupid flashbacks now! Was triggered via another social media platform. In addition a pain in my lower back? What's up with that? . . . And seriously, I've been recovering from this trauma for 3 years now! (20 ish years worth of trauma, but still. It's got to stop someday) Also a side...

... But I did find out today that my doctor/ psychiatrist who prescribes my medication left the practice suddenly and with out notice so that appointment is cancelled next week. My family physician left her practice a couple weeks ago....so I am without a doctor now. I am doing so well...I hope...

Well....I was on the wrong floor the entire time * face turning red of embarrassment* and the therapist phone was charging on silent. I realized this close to 12 and went up to the proper floor. Thankfully her 12 cancelled so I got in. What an experience. Lol

Yes. Everything worked out. Thanks

I will restate that...we usually meet at 12 my time, but when she texted me before her vacation she said I was scheduled at 11. I am still waiting in case it was a mix up. Since it was always 12 before this..but I am pretty annoyed. Obviously.It's almost 12 my time now.