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I can relate to some things you said, and I can't remember how I got to this forum either lol My mother once touched my privates "to see if anyone had something to me" I don't think she enjoyed it though - she looked angrily down there pulling and examining while I giggled because it tickled. I...

Hi, My niece is visiting tomorrow and I feel happy to see her yet... very bloody anxious. I find children quite draining and I get cold and stiff and boring around them, it's almost as if I'm cold-blooded with no love inside of me. I have no children myself - I wonder if this is why. Or is it...

Well done love :hug:

Well I'm glad I'm not the only one who finds it excruciating to just stay in one place for long. even today I'm finding it hard to go in to college. I don't work right now. I hate the bitchiness too. The thing I find hard is whether or not to disclose my past... It feels to high a mountain for...

I exited the job world and did nothing... for 5/6 years and it has only made my c.v look awful and dropped my confidence. I think it's probably a symptom of the abuse rather than a mental disability.

I think I made the decision when I was a teenager, to take out any disgust I felt towards my abusers body & face out on myself. I thought I deserved that and I was being a good person by taking it out on myself.

I hate depression for robbing me of what's left of my youth (I'm 28 in September) and making my life just too hard. Only now, am I beginning to realize how much of my depression and feeling different is actually caused by being molested. I just feel really behind compared to "normal people"...

I made a point as a child of remembering the part of the abuse that gave me feelings in my body. There were other details but as a child I thought I might forget the "main part" of what happened if I took note of the rest of what happened I now wish I had taken note of those things because I...

A teenager from Angel Road children's home in London (1987). I was 3.