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  1. OceanSpray

    Need Insight From Those With Sensory Sensitivities

    Honestly this is probably it. And coupled with this. But I wish I knew a way to change it beyond drowning out the noises other ways.
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    ABC Geography

    Roaches Corner, Virginia, USA
  3. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    Feeling very weird. I work at a hotel now right and it’s common to have guests live there. Relatedly, religion is hard for me and I’m flailing a lot between thoughts and cravings and avoidance around it. Well now there is a little old lady who has moved into one of the rooms. . . relatively...
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    Need Insight From Those With Sensory Sensitivities

    Why does a thing from one source bother me but from another source not? I originally thought it might be related to the overall relationships with the individuals in the following examples but it flip flops so much I don’t think it does. Examples: Humming If C does it I feel instant rage If M...
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    Beginning Again

    Being raised by my parents means being in my mid thirties and caught off guard and shocked when someone thinks I did a good job on anything.
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    Beginning Again

    The weirdest things give me the greatest sense of peace. After a chaotic and rough few weeks I am finally finding a sense of calm. The vibe: It’s pitch black 5:30 in the morning with a gentle rain hitting the windows of the truck I’m tucked warm and cozy into with Ben E. Kings’ Stand by Me...
  7. OceanSpray

    Would you stay in contact with the person who molested you?

    Mine is more 50/50 or even 60/40 toward the positive. . . or I’m just so used to them
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    Would you stay in contact with the person who molested you?

    See I feel like it’s supposed to be a no for me as well. But it’s so hard because this person was a million different things to me besides a molester. Many, many positive things that I just can’t find it in me to turn my back on.
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    Would you stay in contact with the person who molested you?

    Absolutely zero judgement if so. This is coming from a place of curiosity and being very deep in my feelings and unsure about a lot of things right now.
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    ABC Geography

    He Devil, Oregon, USA
  11. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    Greasy, Oklahoma, USA
  12. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    Ding Dong, Texas, USA
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    ABC Geography

    Ball Club, Minnesota, USA
  14. OceanSpray

    Ask a foreigner

    Is anyone on here familiar with Diwali? My boss was honestly great this week getting people scheduled off for Thanksgiving and again for Christmas. More so than most bosses I’ve known. I want to do something in return since he doesn’t celebrate either holiday. He does celebrate Diwali though...
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    Beginning Again

    I remember one Thanksgiving long ago, a fight broke out over what was on the TV. I can still hear the way he would scream at everyone. I remember another Thanksgiving where he would choose what I wore, how long my hair was, what I ate, how much I ate. I can still hear the comments made about...
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    Beginning Again

    I don’t know what totally constitutes a nightmare versus bad dream but holy hell that was a horror show. First I dreamt I started nannying for Cardi B’s kids which was random as hell but honestly not a bad part of the dream. I’m out with them when I start getting messages from my sister in law...
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    ABC Geography

    This St, That St, The Other St, Porters Lake, Nova Scotia, Canada
  18. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    Nonesuch, Michigan, USA
  19. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    King and Queen Courthouse, Virginia, USA
  20. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    I’m regressing but I don’t know what the triggers are this time. I have some ideas but I don’t think they are the entire thing, I just don’t know what the rest is. But insomnia plus obsessively watching videos shaming fatness and setting up an old profile to meet men twice my age again. . . what...
  21. OceanSpray

    Colorful and hopefully optimistic but maybe hateful occasionally

    Hi, I’m so sorry you are feeling so incredibly down. I know it doesn’t mean anything coming from a stranger online but I’m glad you are still here. 💜 I wanted to ask where you have seen this policy? I’ve looked but wasn’t able to find anything.
  22. OceanSpray

    Beginning Again

    So that’s a no go. General Manager loved my photos and wants them put up. Owner said no, he’s stripping all art from the whole place and will not be replacing any of it and will not look at what I gave them because “won’t be changing his mind”. The disappointment man.
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    ABC Geography

    Humansville, Missouri, USA Feels. . . like a bit of a horror film. . .
  24. OceanSpray

    ABC Geography

    The creepiest place on Earth- Celebration, Florida, USA
  25. OceanSpray

    Udemy Courses

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