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f*cked up at work and now I’m spiraling harder than I have in a long time.

Xaghra, Malta

Difficult and irate guests plus sleep deprivation plus the very middle of a twelve hour shift equals a really shitty time. It’s really fun getting yelled at by a grown man, really throws ya back to the good ol’ days. 😑

Do employers like or even accept/acknowledge Udemy? They have some classes that I’m tempted to take. I like the budget friendliness and being able to pause or accelerate when I need to. But I don’t know if I should only focus on “fun” classes that would be just for me. Or if I took some of the...

It’s only day 3 and I’m already very tired and over it. I like this job. I like this job. I like this job. I can’t quit like I usually do. It would be so stupid to quit. I just want an end in sight though. Only day 3 and I’m already whining. But shit trying to sleep during the day when the...

Vile TikTok Video I get people are angry. But this is not the way to bring people to your side. Does anyone realize that? Things like this are pushing people towards Trump. You’re creating the ecosystem you say you want. I, and the people I surround myself with, say a lot of things when angry...

26 hours and counting since I’ve slept. Insomnia is the best 🙄

I’m feeling anchorless. This election is doing things to my brain and I’m not really sure about anything. Watching how destructive and angry one side is being and the resulting unity, passion, and community it’s inspiring in the other is genuinely making me crave religion again. I don’t like...

Noodle, Texas, USA

Gah, anxiety is at a high tonight. There’s a few reasons for it. But to top it off I had a male guest tonight who at about 1 am was asking questions about our stairways in conjunction with his room. No biggie. Except, in spite of my explaining, he wanted me to follow him into one of the...

If anyone is concerned about being heard with the new administration, apparently Trump and RFK Jr have started a new site that they are saying they will review it quarterly. It’s apparently a place where you can submit bills and issues you’d like to see or not see. Not to defend him but it feels...

There’s so much on my mind that I can’t quite parse out but one of the big things playing out right now is this: As an author, I try to participate in various author spaces on social media. Now that I’m back on it anyway. Which, frankly, I’ll probably be deleting everything again because it’s...

Dreaming of being in a car accident should not be a thing

Ketchuptown, South Carolina, USA There’s gotta be a Heinz plant there lol

Daddysville, North Carolina, USA Let’s get back to the fun stuff we can control, ya?

Ya, they’d have a mid range hotel, food, and transportation provided for them. That’s just about it though and would be an equal amount between each candidate.

My Dream Election No parties, every candidate for themselves. Amazing Race style with actual town halls in between. Hit up every single state and have to do a down and dirty job or two that’s core to that state. Don’t care about racing for speed. Just want humility and understanding of what...

Is it paranoia? Is it ptsd? Is this an actual gut feeling? “Just” anxiety? Is it the stormy weather? Is it remainder from the gummy I took earlier? Why do I feel extremely hyper aware of every detail tonight? Why is it crawling over my skin in a way it doesn’t normally? Why does the...

Assawoman, Maryland, USA I just imagine this being said in one of those slightly sleazy appreciative ways as a woman walks by. Like the whole whistling as she walks down the street lol.

The thing is, I think they do see this to some degree. But they don’t think *about* it. They just take it as this kid is easy and not being a troublemaker and then onto the next thought. Never thinking twice that the kid not being a troublemaker might be a signal that they are ignoring. This...

Xai-Xai, Mozambique

The dichotomy of what they think I am versus what I really am really f*cks with my head.

This will probably come out a messy stream of consciousness so I apologize in advance. Perception vs reality is such a weird thing. All my life I’ve gotten compliments for how quiet, polite, and thoughtful I am. This has increased lately to include being bubbly, happy, smiley, sunny. But I...

Vote, Virginia, USA I wonder if they do anything special for voting season lol.

Round O, South Carolina, USA