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The sequence of events you discribed from back then are way not comparable to the sequece of events here and now. These dont need to end up in a blow. You can hack these ones, but you are doing it carrying the other stuff with you. I dont know how that is done but its being done by others...

You said it 'I envisioned' it takes thinking to do this, so wasn't a ( jar) reaction. Don't get me wrong I have been afraid of myself too and I hear you. Never thought I would be there so that scared me even more. It came from anger I m sure and a long pile up. You described the factors of...

It's now your family on the line, wouldn't be much good to them if you were 'present' in a coffin with a flag. maybey that's where the fear comes from. Sure glad you got it back (as wacked as that sounds). Sounds like a roadblock, to not even let you try to find the others. I assume your not...

Man, it's just like with any other system I guess (anger when it's being taken advantagd off, identifying when its not). Not even talking about the system itself wanting to (shave bare with cut backs). I sure wish that some guys, once out of the army would bring their nuts back with them...

NoYou sound to me so strong (hope you can see that too). When your own physique gets beaten down it tops it really up!. Don't take this the wrong way, I don't feel sorry for you, how could I, you're tough ?. Didn't stop you from acknowledging/ recognizing. I wish you well, and I hope you'll be...

Florian7051, did you stop after the first persons reaction from your unit? Maybe they're just scared. I'm glad you were scared about going amoc and are protective. I think that people sometimes back away when touch time hits because they know it could be them, same as being confronted with...

Hi jocko, Lots of good people here, welcome to this forum.

As you said Survivor2Thriver: "I would say that we all enter our 'fight' "or 'flight' responses with one thing in mind and that is to stay safe and to survive." Perhaps add 'to protect' offspring ?. My opinion, if this basic function gets cross wired somehow, it could have the opposite effect...

I could be wrong, it is something that works for me in a positive way iterates ++ maybey my whishful thinking, not detinating anything here.

You don't ever deserve torment, its everybody's birth right !. Reversed pshychology really works, if only I could figure out to do that on myself more (without a sounding board). To bad we perceive 2 dimentional and in radius, are pack huminals and have only the rational mind available in...

All the best.

First thank you for explaining and response to my enquiring. So is ASL is kenesiastic natural based communication. I thought it was the most important of all, considering when we are born and growing, our first encounters off perception. Is it visualization in the mind, when you remebered...

A friend had it happen at a funeral when she was a teen. She told me about it back then, and I remember, it happened to me under different circumstances, yet stressful moment. I had always been so scared it would happen to me attending a funeral. Talking about that with another friend, I just...

Looking forward to my friend coming by and making him a coffee. Looking forward to the girls meet up on Fri and hearing about whats been going on with them. Was looking forward to skating but right now the temp is stealing the ice. That's just for now though. Looking forward to walking...

....I didn't mean to to make a distinction ( freudian slip)..one of my languages is masculine /feminine based,I'm sure it influences me. I love reading this thread, hear about things I don't know about. I'm following this thread too, no idea about kong fu. But love to cook for friends, was...

Looking forward to something that might not even work out. The positive people I got cooperation from today, allow me to feel this way. I know its a long road but I can still trust again. On this thread someone talked about the sun rise. I watched her this morning with more attention. It was a...

The only thing that matters is what you already said self exceptance, I'm working on that. There are no monsters, only nature, only us) unless psychopathic diagnosis I don't think we would be here. U (Eindstein, he didn't give shit about what he looked like and I found out the only good about...

Hi welcome too, I don't know if you know about the combatptsd forum site but it exist. I'm glad you are here too.

I look forward to the sun being back longer, I know it will be months from now but I know she will come back. I look foreward to walking in the woods without skies or snowshoes. I look forward to meeting positive people in my life.

Can I put an Einstein's quote here, the one that always got to me. 'Life isn't worth living, unless it's lived for someone else'. I look forward to it and don't want to live my life forwarned for no reason.

Glad you can wait for gardning season to start and the sun to stay longer. Glad there is a mate that you can trust. I really have to be honest about never able to understand how it is when you cannot hear, I don't. I wondered if you can hear thoughts in your head like voices. Or the voice...

I have issues with seeing animals in confinement too, haven't been at a zoo since I was a child. I also love the wolf, a friend had the experience to see an artic wolf. He described how they circle you and that it was scary especially the eyes, but what an experience !. The lawstuff takes...

It is to bad there s no meeting amongst eachother ey to eye for lock in of biosignals we cant hide. But here on this stupid typing thing, You are so precious to those who right now respond, who understand you. Who knows someone will read this thread, while feeling they the same way you do ( i...

Yugogypsy, any steps of progress on your case? I really hoping you stay here on this site ( I didn't read everything, I didn't even see you were a girl, sometimes so ignorent to these differences) I hope you do come back on here, whether you are able to brief on any progress or not. I would...

and sometimes go to 'War" not always everyone can have that choice Barconian to 'go' to war.