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I have three things to talk about: 1. getting the shit beaten out of me as a kid thanks to mentally ill mom. 2. coming down with severe ME, going without food heat and medicine, and having the shit simultaneously beat out of me. 3. never, ever, ever being believed. docs think that the fatigue...

spent three years being bedridden barely able to cook, clean, run errands, often not able to at all. was abused thru a period of this time. I'm going on nearly a decade of being sick, and it's had a profound impact on my life, and yet there are entire years which are gone for me; I am unable...

an unfortunate cross between Faye Dunaway from mommie dearest and Mo'nique from Precious. can't tell if narcissistic, sociopathic, bipolar, borderline. definitely deeply troubled, self-absorbed, lacking in empathy, w/ psychotic features. not sure if the 'psychotic' outbursts were abt control...

these past few days I have found myself in a depressive hole of sorts although it seems to be aided by frequent crying spells and baths. do we just have to wait for these feelings to pass? after spending the last couple of days resting I'm slowly starting to come thru this funk. do y'all have...

I wonder what it is, this need to feel something. I used to ride my racing bike very fast in the middle of the night, and sometimes I listen to music very loud. I used to date random guys just for the thrill, but I'm not sure if that's a good idea anymore. I'm good at managing risk, so I...