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Everyone tells me to go no contact. But I can't.

I think I had it even before I met him. I've been like this for a long time now. But it never was so bad. I haven't slept or ate since 18/12. I'm a mess and I feel guilty for not helping myself. Its like I have lost the will to live. And just like a junkie would do, I succumbed to my drug and...

I am constantly reliving the moment I saw her toothbrush, it has shocked me. I see nightmares whenever I manage to sleep for an hour or two. I have drank all the alcohol in my house. I have tried talking about it to people and they just laugh and say there are more fish in the sea. Some even...

And yes, I feel like I'm addicted to him. I wanted to talk to him so bad today. I felt like I'd die if I didn't. I feel like an idiot.

I didn't know about ptsd until a friend who's spent years in therapy told me. I can't eat, sleep, function. I'm in a catatonic like state in my bed all day. My hpv and some other diseases I had are back due to my bad mood. Sometimes its like I'm not even here. I feel as if a terrible disaster...

I think that I admire how strong and confident he is. I like myself when I'm with him, in the sense that he makes me want to be stronger and less emotional. I think I may be codependent, I don't know for sure. I never was like this with anyone before. I learned about his npd after we broke up...

We met one year ago. He chased me for 5 months until I agreed to go out with him. Everything was perfect at first (you know how it is, I wont go into details). I ended up staying half the week at his place an he d iply he wanted me to move in. During our second week of dating I got a message...