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When I do cry it feels complicated. I didn't feel any type of way when my sister was leaving home for college but I felt an obligation to show her how sad I was so I cried. When it comes to crying for myself or others which I don't do often but it feels fake since I can give myself a time limit...

Mostly because I'm stubborn and don't like things getting in my way even if it is myself. My depression and pain will not go away just get passed down to others that love me and the ones that love those people. Why not keep it for myself instead of letting it land on others. I would like for it...

Forests Dancing Grapes Looking for the moon (also a stressor if not found) Reading Creatures of almost all kinds. The Lion King animated Songs from nature Walking barefoot

Hi I'm new on this site and I was gonna post about this but I saw a thread all ready. I can't remember people's faces even my face is hard to recognize. I can be looking at a video and think that person is me but then it's not or it is me but I have to look to know it is me. Family members I...

Thanks and I have told him many times how angry I am. I never thought of myself as a good person. Do I do things that help people sure but a good person would be a lie. Thanks for the prayers

I need prayers for still believing in God and not turning away from him. I have been through so much as a kid and beyond. I know people say there is a reason for the pain and that greatness will come from it. I haven't been to church in a month not sure I want to go back. I'm hurt and angry at...

Hallelujah (I'm not dead) by Citizen Soldier

So my therapist is out on strike and I haven't been able to contact them since August. It is starting to get to me and I can tell I'm falling back into my suicidal thoughts which haven't been a thing in a while. I was supposed to have been starting my childhood trama treatment. Now I'm just back...

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My therapist has been out on strike since August and I feel like I'm going back to square one when I first started therapy. I used to talk to her once or twice a month but now I can't. I can feel myself slipping back into my suicidal thoughts. Which I haven't had for a while and I'm doing my...

Hello there newclassrom that is such a horrible experience to go through as a kid. That doctor had an obligation to report what you said to the right people, not the abuser. Yes, it is just the body's normal response to stuff like that and your dad used that. The first step is to forgive...

Hi Aaliyah, you are not alone. I hope you can find a therapist that will help you learn how to manage this trauma. What that person did to you does not determine who you are and what you deserve in life. Don't know if you believe in a higher power or not but I send my prayers as love and...

Thank you for this cause a lot of the time I put too much pressure on myself to recover fast but like you said it's about working it out.

I have always known I hate being in the kitchen with others and that it was a part of my PTSD. I didn't think it was bad but I guess I was avoiding being in there with people. So today I was making a cake for my nephew's birthday party and I have roommates. The owners of the house were home and...