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I remember when I never stopped pushing. Excited for a day trip that's coming up :)

Went to my best friend's house to hang out and talk about nature in different states and countries and am doing better 👍🏻

I'm fine again Edit to add: autism

Sorry -- I can't seem to get myself to talk unless it's to a void where no one has to respond to me, but writing in my own notes where it feels like I'm still keeping it to myself is somehow worse. No need to engage with that, I'll be fine

It would help a lot if people would leave me alone. My mother keeps talking to me all day every day including when I'm not out of my room or bed yet. This happens every time I live here. I always go insane trying to think of ways to leave and literally never get far. How am I supposed to wait...

I wish I hadn't missed that concert but at least my animals are all individually the best and sweetest guys

I would get in my car and drive forever if I didn't need to make sure there was a destination

If nobody cared, I'd still survive. If I didn't want to, I'd still survive. I just needed a minute. This has been a very hard year. Years. Decade(s). We aren't born to live in luxury and when we do, it takes a toll on us too. This house is trying desperately to let go of me and my family. This...

Perfect temp outside :D

Gonna hang out with a friend tomorrow

I did not make it to the concert :(

Being near/in the presence of someone who genuinely cares is calming and comforting. He's home now and I had a crying spell like immediately, so guess stress cup is overflowing. I feel pathetic, and it makes me angry both that I feel that way and that I am not meeting my own standards. Deep...

I brought my best friend over and he took out trash for me. Just gotta finish washing my sheets and comforter. (Kitty puked on it.) Counts as therapy in my book lol Hopefully going to a concert (free) my brother plays in tomorrow. I hope I can move back to Sewanee some time

You're okay, I didn't mean to cause worry

Thanks, y'all. ❤️ I don't think it's bad stuff. I think it's just there in my head. I find it disappointing that I'm not my usual optimistic self, and I feel ashamed, yeah, but I don't think it's bad. I wish I could go back to just being positive all the time and people being impressed that...